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CHAPTER 15

The silence of the room pressed down, only the faint ticking of the clock filling the air. You sat on the edge of the bed, the reports clutched in your hands. Jungkook leaned against the wall, arms crossed, eyes shadowed.

You tilted your head, studying him. “You read them, didn’t you?”

His jaw tightened. He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to. That silence was enough.

A bitter little chuckle slipped past your lips. “Of course you did.” You flipped a page, staring at the list of drugs that had once ruled your childhood. “Then you know what’s written here, don’t you?”

His gaze finally met yours—hard, unreadable, but beneath it, something raw.

You held the papers tighter, voice low but shaking with suppressed anger. “These aren’t medicines for injuries, Jungkook. They’re memory suppressants. They didn’t want me to heal. They wanted me to forget.”

Your throat burned as you let out a shaky breath. “My mother dies in that accident, and instead of giving me answers, they gave me—this.” You held up the file like a weapon. “Years of my life… erased.”

The weight of your words hung in the air. Jungkook’s hands slowly fell from his chest, curling into fists at his sides. He looked like he wanted to say something, to curse, to break—but instead, he just stared, his silence louder than any scream.

Jungkook’s voice finally broke the silence, low and rough.

“You never said anything about the accident.” His eyes narrowed, searching your face. “Why?”

You froze. The reports weighed heavy in your hands, the words blurring before your eyes. Your lips parted, but no sound came out.

Why?

Because you never wanted to. Because even the fragments you remembered clawed at your chest like broken glass. Because you had spent years burying it all, pretending the ache wasn’t there. Because deep down… you were terrified of what you might uncover if you dug too deep.

But none of that came out.

Instead, you just stared at him, silence spilling between you like a confession in itself.

Jungkook’s jaw clenched. He pushed off the wall, his footsteps echoing as he crossed the room, closing the distance. His gaze was sharp, but his voice… softer now.

“Yn,” he pressed, standing right before you, “why didn’t you ever say a word?”

Your throat tightened. You couldn’t look at him. Couldn’t let him see the storm in your eyes. So you turned your face away, clutching the file until your knuckles went white, letting silence answer him again.

And it frustrated him more than anything.

Your silence dragged like chains between you.

Jungkook’s patience snapped. His hand shot out, grabbing the file from your grip and tossing it onto the table with a thud. “Damn it, Yn!” he growled, his voice low but seething. “Stop shutting me out! Why didn’t you ever say a word? You think I can just stand here and watch you destroy yourself with silence?”

His chest rose and fell harshly, anger radiating off him in waves. His dark eyes locked on yours, demanding, almost desperate.

You flinched at the force of his words but stayed still, lips pressed together. The truth was right there on the tip of your tongue, but your fear was louder.

Jungkook’s shoulders tensed, his fists clenching at his sides as though he was one second away from punching the wall again. “You—” he began sharply, but then stopped. His jaw slackened, his anger folding into something else as he saw your trembling hands, the way you couldn’t even lift your eyes to him.

His breath hitched, rough but quieter this time. “...Yn.”

The sharp edge in his voice dulled, replaced by something raw, something vulnerable. He ran a hand through his hair, stepping closer. His anger melted into concern, guilt heavy in his tone. “I didn’t mean to—” He exhaled hard, searching your face. “I just… I don’t understand why you carry it all alone. Why you let yourself bleed in silence when I’m right here.”

Slowly, carefully, he lifted his hand to your cheek, his thumb brushing against your skin, forcing your gaze to his. His eyes softened, even as frustration lingered there.

“You don’t have to fight everything by yourself anymore.”

The air was thick with tension, your silence pressing down like a weight. Jungkook’s jaw flexed, his fists still tight at his sides. He looked ready to explode again, but then his gaze lingered on your trembling hands, on the way your chest rose and fell as though you were suffocating.

His anger cracked.

“Yn…” his voice was lower now, hoarse, almost pleading. He stepped closer, his hand finding your arm, gentle this time. His eyes—still storm-dark—searched yours with an ache that unsettled you.

“You can tell me everything,” he murmured softly, the sharpness gone. “I won’t judge. I won’t question.” His thumb brushed your skin, his touch grounding. “I put my everything on the line to protect you… so how could I ever let you carry this alone?”

Your breath caught.

Jungkook leaned in, his forehead nearly touching yours, his tone deep and rough with sincerity. “Don’t shut me out, Yn. Just… tell me everything. Don’t carry it all by yourself anymore.”

The silence after his words was deafening, his raw sincerity wrapping around you like both comfort and chains. You could feel his heartbeat in the space between you, steady and unyielding, as if he was anchoring you even when you didn’t ask.

Your throat burned as the words clawed their way out, your walls finally shattering under his persistence.

“When I was nine,” you began, your voice trembling but steady enough to slice through the silence, “I got into a car accident.” Your eyes dropped to the floor, unable to meet his. “I lost my mom that night… and I slipped into a coma.”

Jungkook’s hand tightened slightly on your arm, but he stayed quiet, urging you with his silence.

“I woke up after three months,” you continued, blinking rapidly as the memory unspooled. “But my mind… was blank. Completely blank. I didn’t remember what happened, I didn’t remember how… it was just darkness. Like someone had stolen pieces of me I couldn’t get back.”

Your breath shook, but you pushed on. “Taehyung… he was the only one who told me everything. He stayed by my side when I was… when I was at my worst. He told me what happened, he—” Your voice cracked, and you swallowed hard. “He’s the only reason I didn’t break completely.”

Finally, you lifted your gaze, your eyes shimmering with unshed tears. “Because my father… he hated me for it. He looked at me like I was a curse, like I was the reason Mom was gone. He… blamed me.”

Jungkook’s chest rose sharply, his jaw clenching as though your words cut straight into him. But you weren’t done.

“And the truth is… maybe he was right.” You gave a bitter chuckle, though your lips trembled. “From that accident onward, I wasn’t a daughter, I wasn’t a person. I was just… a tragic child. A reminder of what everyone lost. Nothing more.”

The silence that followed was suffocating, heavy with your confession.

Jungkook’s eyes darkened, his breath uneven, his fingers twitching as if he was fighting the urge to pull you into him right then and there.

Your voice grew sharper, angrier, the pain you’d buried for years boiling to the surface.

“He was never there when I needed him the most.” Your hands balled into fists in your lap. “Not once. And then… then he married her.”

Jungkook tilted his head slightly, his brows furrowing as you almost spat the word.

“Taehyung’s mother,” you whispered, venom dripping from every syllable. “I don’t even know why… but from the very first moment I saw her, I hated her. And later I understood. She made sure I did. She showed her cruelty in ways no child should ever endure—beating me, abusing me, treating me like I was nothing but trash. And I tolerated it… because I thought maybe, one day, my dad would realize, he’d save me.”

Your laugh was hollow, bitter. “But he never came. He never saved me. He never cared.”

You looked away, your throat tightening, but your words wouldn’t stop. “There was only Taehyung. He was the only one who stood by me. But then they sent him away. They ripped him from me, the one person who made me feel like I wasn’t completely alone.”

Jungkook’s eyes softened in a way that nearly broke you, but you pressed on.

“When I left that house, I left everything behind—the pain, the memories, the people who destroyed me. I’ve felt nothing but hate for them ever since. That woman…” Your jaw clenched, fire burning in your chest. “She’s not my mother. She never will be. And my father—” You sucked in a trembling breath, your voice dropping into a whisper that hurt even you to say. “The only fact that connects him to me is blood. Nothing else.”

Your eyes burned as silence settled between you and Jungkook, the air thick with your confession.

And for the first time since you started speaking, your voice wavered. “Do you understand now… why I never talk about it?”

That was it.

Jungkook shot up from where he sat, the chair legs scraping violently against the floor. His fist slammed into the nearby table with such force the wood cracked under his knuckles.

“Fucking bastards!” he roared, chest heaving. His eyes were blazing, veins straining in his neck. “How the hell could they do that to you?! Your own father—your own blood—letting you suffer like that while he stood there?! And that woman—” He spat the word like venom. “I swear, if she even breathes in your direction again, I’ll make sure she regrets the day she ever laid eyes on you!”

The fury radiating off him was suffocating, almost terrifying. But then—just as fast—it broke.

He turned to you, eyes glassy, his breathing ragged. In two strides he was in front of you, grabbing your shoulders, and before you could flinch, he pulled you against his chest with a crushing force.

You froze, heart stuttering, as his hand cradled the back of your head and his other arm wrapped around your waist, holding you as though you might disappear if he let go. His face buried into your hair, his voice trembling, broken between his teeth.

“You didn’t deserve that. Not a single second of it.” His breath was hot against your ear. “I should’ve been there… I wish I’d been there to protect you, to tear them apart before they ever touched you.”

You shivered when you felt him inhale deeply, as if grounding himself in your scent. His anger melted into something rawer—desperation, pain, a quiet plea he didn’t voice.

He hugged you tighter, whispering, almost like a vow only you were meant to hear:

“They will never touch you again. Not while I’m here. Not as long as I’m fucking breathing.”

For a moment, you stood frozen in his arms, stiff, breath caught in your throat. You weren’t used to this—being held, being protected. His warmth, his trembling voice, his promises… they weren’t supposed to affect you like this.

But they did.

The wall you had built for years—brick by brick, scar by scar—started to crack under the weight of his words. “They will never touch you again. Not while I’m here. Not as long as I’m fucking breathing.”

Your chest tightened painfully, your vision blurred, and before you could stop it, the first tear slipped down your cheek.

Then another.

And then the flood you never thought would come.

A choked sob tore out of your throat as your hands clutched at his shirt, trembling violently. “Why… why are you doing this to me?” Your voice broke, muffled against his chest. “I told myself I’d never cry for them… never let anyone see me weak again… but you—” your sobs shook through your words, “you make it impossible.”

Jungkook froze for a heartbeat, then his hold on you only tightened. His jaw clenched, and though his own eyes burned, he forced his voice steady. “Because you’re not weak. You’ve carried this pain alone for too fucking long, Y/n. And I won’t let you anymore.”

You buried your face deeper into him, tears soaking his shirt, shoulders trembling violently as years of suppressed grief and hatred spilled out. For the first time since Taehyung, you were breaking—truly breaking—in front of someone.

And instead of pushing you away, Jungkook anchored you. One hand stroked the back of your head, the other pressing you closer, like he was holding every shattered piece of you together. He pressed his lips to your temple, lingering there, whispering against your skin, “Let it out. I’ve got you… I’m not going anywhere.”

Your sobs echoed in the room, raw and ugly, but in his arms they weren’t shameful. They were human. They were yours. And for once, you weren’t carrying them alone.

Time lost all meaning in that moment. Your sobs tore out until your throat burned raw, until your chest ached from the weight of years pressing down on it, until your body had no strength left to keep shaking.

And still, Jungkook held you.

He didn’t rush you, didn’t hush you—just let you cry, his hand stroking slowly through your hair, the steady rise and fall of his chest grounding you. Every time your breathing faltered, he’d whisper something low and firm, “I’ve got you,” or “Just breathe with me.”

Eventually, the storm broke.

Your sobs weakened into hiccups, then into shallow, trembling breaths. Your fists unclenched from his shirt, fingers still resting limply against his chest. Your eyes stung, swollen from crying, but when you tried to pull away, Jungkook didn’t let you. His arms only tightened, as if afraid you’d shatter again the moment he loosened his hold.

“Stay…” his voice was quiet, almost unrecognizable in its gentleness. “You don’t need to be alone tonight.”

You let out a weak breath, your forehead resting against his collarbone. “…I’m so tired.”

“I know,” he murmured, tucking your hair behind your ear. “Rest. I’ll stay.”

For the first time in years, you gave in. Your body slumped fully into him, heavy and drained, and slowly—so slowly—your eyelids fluttered shut. You felt his warmth, his steady heartbeat beneath your ear, the faint brush of his thumb across your back as if reminding you he was still there.

And somewhere in that quiet, without meaning to, you drifted to sleep in his arms.

Jungkook stayed still for a long time, just holding you. His eyes softened as he studied your tear-streaked face, fragile in a way no one else ever got to see. His jaw tightened—not in anger this time, but in silent promise.

“I won’t let them hurt you again,” he whispered into the stillness, a vow meant only for you. Then, carefully, he shifted, laying you down gently on the bed, pulling the blanket over you.

But he didn’t leave. He stayed at your side, leaning back in the chair, watching over you as if you were the most fragile thing in his world.

The room was quiet except for the faint rhythm of your breathing. You were curled under the blanket, face turned toward him, finally at peace after breaking open in front of him. Jungkook sat beside you, elbows resting on his knees, staring at the floor with an expression carved from stone.

His chest felt heavy.

He wasn’t supposed to feel this much.

From the very beginning, he’d told himself he was only protecting you—an impulsive marriage, lies to his father, risking his own life, his business, his empire. And yet, tonight… hearing the way your voice cracked, seeing your walls collapse, holding you as you finally crumbled… it gutted him.

She’s been carrying this all alone, he thought, knuckles whitening as he clenched his fists. A child, broken, abandoned, drugged—fucking drugged. His jaw tightened until it hurt. He wanted to storm into your father’s house, tear every lie apart, make him bleed for every scar you carried.

But then his gaze flicked to the file.

The reports lay on the table, pages spread open like a wound. His throat worked as he reached for them again. The words glared back at him—the prescriptions, the dosages. It wasn’t treatment for an accident. It was deliberate. Calculated. Whoever had made those decisions hadn’t wanted you to heal. They’d wanted you to forget.

His stomach twisted.

Jungkook ran a hand through his hair, dragging in a shaky breath. He wasn’t a doctor. He could only guess the depth of damage those drugs had left in you. And guesses weren’t enough—not when it came to you.

Silently, he pulled out his phone. His thumb hovered over a familiar name before he pressed it: Hyung.

Kim Seokjin. A man he trusted. A doctor whose field was the mind—trauma, memory, healing. If there was anyone who could tell him the truth, it was Jin.

He snapped photos of every page—your name, the accident details, the endless medication lists—and sent them with a single message:

> Hyung, I need you to tell me what this is. Every effect. Every detail. Don’t leave anything out. It’s important.

The moment the message sent, Jungkook sat back, exhaling through his nose. He rubbed a hand over his face, eyes flicking back to where you slept. You stirred faintly, and his chest tightened again.

I’ll find the truth for you, he thought fiercely. Even if I have to burn every bridge, even if it tears me apart. I swear I’ll uncover everything they’ve hidden from you.

The phone buzzed once—Jin had already seen the message. A reply would come soon. But Jungkook didn’t look at it right away.

Instead, he leaned back in his chair, eyes still locked on you, his expression torn between fury and something softer he couldn’t name.

The clinking of silverware against porcelain was the only sound in the vast dining hall. The long mahogany table, usually filled with warmth and chatter from Mrs. Jeon, felt like a battlefield now.

Mr. Jeon sat at the head, rigid, unreadable, his presence heavy enough to silence the air itself. His expression wasn’t the fiery rage from last night, but something colder—measured. His eyes flicked briefly toward Jungkook, then to you, before returning to the untouched food on his plate.

Mrs. Jeon’s gaze darted between father and son, worry knitting her brows. She tried to smile faintly, offering you more rice, but her hands trembled slightly as she set the spoon down.

And Jungkook?

He sat beside you, posture relaxed, one arm draped lazily against the chair, as though he couldn’t care less about the storm simmering across from him. His jaw moved slowly as he chewed, calm to the point of defiance.

You, on the other hand, felt the weight of every glance. The silence was suffocating. Your fingers tightened around your chopsticks, unsure whether to eat or simply stare at your plate.

“Eat,” Jungkook’s low voice murmured beside you, not looking at you but at his plate. It wasn’t a request. It was an order.

You hesitated, but lifted your spoon anyway.

Finally, Mr. Jeon broke the silence, his tone low and sharp, “So… is this how it’s going to be now? No explanation. No accountability. Just pretending nothing happened?”

Mrs. Jeon flinched.

Jungkook’s chewing slowed, then stopped. He set his chopsticks down with a quiet click, lifted his eyes, and met his father’s stare head-on. The air turned heavier instantly.

“Everything that needed to be said,” Jungkook’s voice was calm, deliberate, “was already said last night.”

Your heart skipped.

Mr. Jeon’s knuckles tightened around his fork. “You—”

“Honey,” Mrs. Jeon interjected softly, placing a hand on her husband’s wrist, her voice trembling but firm, “please. Not now. Let’s just… eat.”

The silence that followed was deafening.

You lowered your gaze, pretending to focus on the food but your chest was tight. You weren’t sure where you belonged in this war of stares and unsaid words. The one thing you knew: Jungkook wasn’t budging.

He sat back, exuding that same quiet dominance, but under the table… his knee brushed against yours for the briefest moment, as if reminding you—you’re not alone in this.

The quietness of the dining room was unbearable. The sound of Mrs. Jeon’s spoon lightly clinking against the edge of her bowl was the only attempt to keep things normal. But nothing was normal anymore.

Mr. Jeon sat at the head, his posture straight and rigid. His eyes were sharp, cutting across the table as though every second in silence was another accusation.

“So… is this it? You think you can do as you please, Jungkook? Marry without a word, without respect to your family?”

Jungkook’s chopsticks clicked against the table as he set them down. He didn’t flinch. “I already told you, I did what I thought was right.”

“Right?” Mr. Jeon’s voice rose, the restraint cracking. “You call this right? Tying yourself down to a girl you were supposed to hate—”

“Dad,” Jungkook’s tone cut sharp, almost a warning. His eyes flicked toward you for a split second before snapping back to his father. “Don’t.”

But Mr. Jeon wasn’t finished. His gaze, hard and piercing, shifted to you.

“And you,” he said, each word dropping like a stone. “Do you love him?”

Your heart stopped.

The question hung in the air like poison. Mrs. Jeon’s eyes widened, her hand trembling on the table. Even Jungkook’s head turned sharply toward his father.

You opened your mouth, but no sound came. What could you say? That you didn’t even understand your own heart yet? That everything was too confusing, too tangled?

Jungkook’s jaw clenched. “Dad—”

“No, I want to hear it from her,” Mr. Jeon growled, eyes locked on you. “Do you even love my son, or is this just another reckless mistake he’s thrown himself into?”

Your throat went dry. Words struggled to form.

Before you could answer, Jungkook’s chair scraped sharply against the floor as he stood. His voice was low but commanding, steel laced with fury.

“She doesn’t owe you an explanation.”

“Jungkook—”

“She’s my wife,” Jungkook’s tone rose, controlled but firm, his stare burning into his father’s. “If you have a problem, you deal with me. Not her.”

The authority in his voice left the table frozen. Even Mr. Jeon blinked, taken aback for a moment.

And you—your chest tightened, not knowing whether to feel relief at Jungkook’s protection or shaken by the way he just claimed you so firmly in front of his father.

Under the table, you felt it again—his knee pressing into yours, as if anchoring you there with him, daring anyone to pull you away.

Mr. Jeon leaned forward, his hands pressing against the polished table, veins showing on his skin.

“You think hiding behind my son’s words will save you?” His eyes bore into you, sharp, unforgiving. “I asked you something. Do you love him or not?”

Your lips parted, but the weight of his gaze pinned you in place. Every nerve screamed at you to answer, yet your mind was blank.

“Dad, enough.” Jungkook’s voice came low, warning. His hand gripped the back of your chair, as if he’d physically shield you if needed.

But Mr. Jeon didn’t back down. His tone hardened, cutting.

“I will not sit here and watch my son destroy his life for someone who doesn’t even feel the same! So answer me, girl! Do you love him?!”

Your chest tightened. Everyone’s eyes were on you—Mrs. Jeon’s full of silent pleading, Jungkook’s filled with fire, and Mr. Jeon’s blazing with demand.

You swallowed, your throat aching. Words clawed to get out, but you were torn—your heart confused, raw, fragile.

“I—” you stammered, voice breaking.

But before you could finish, Jungkook snapped. His palm slammed against the table with a sharp crack that echoed through the hall.

“That’s enough!”

The authority in his voice shook the air. He leaned forward, his body between you and his father, his tone colder than you’d ever heard.

“You don’t get to interrogate her like this. Not now, not ever.” His gaze was unrelenting, his voice steady despite the anger burning beneath. “If you want answers, you get them from me. She’s not here to prove anything to you.”

Mr. Jeon’s jaw tightened, his nostrils flaring. “Jungkook—”

“No,” Jungkook cut him off sharply. “She’s my wife. And whether you accept it or not, she stays. With me.”

The room went silent. Mrs. Jeon pressed her lips together, tears brimming but unspoken.

You sat frozen, heart hammering, stunned at the sheer force of Jungkook’s words. He hadn’t just defended you—he’d claimed you, shielded you, fought for you in front of his father.

Mr. Jeon finally pushed back his chair, his voice low with restrained fury.

“You’ll regret this, Jungkook. One day, you’ll see.”

And with that, he left the table, the echo of his footsteps heavy against the marble floor.

Jungkook stood still, his fists tight, his shoulders rising and falling with barely contained rage. Then, slowly, he turned his head, his eyes finding yours.

And in them, for the first time, you saw it clearly—he wasn’t just protecting you. He was already too deep in.

The room finally felt quieter. Mr. Jeon’s footsteps had faded, leaving only the faint scrape of a chair and the distant hum of the morning outside. Mrs. Jeon lingered for a moment, her eyes on Jungkook, then quietly excused herself, leaving you two alone.

You sat frozen, your hands still gripping the edge of the table, heart hammering from the whirlwind of the confrontation. Jungkook’s chair scraped softly as he leaned back slightly, still close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off him. His jaw was tight, fists resting on the table, knuckles white, but his eyes—those dark, stormy eyes—were locked on you.

For a moment, neither of you spoke. The tension wasn’t gone; it had just shifted, concentrated between you like a live wire.

Finally, his voice broke the silence, low and rough. “Are you okay?”

You blinked, startled. “I… I don’t know.” Your voice was small, barely above a whisper.

He leaned forward slightly, one hand hovering over yours but not touching yet. “You don’t have to answer right now,” he murmured. “I just… needed to make sure you’re safe. That no one—especially him—makes you feel threatened again.”

Your chest tightened at the tenderness beneath his anger. Slowly, hesitantly, you placed your hand over his. It was warm, steady, grounding.

He covered it with his own, fingers curling around yours lightly, almost possessively. “You don’t have to face them alone anymore,” he added softly, voice quieter now, almost vulnerable. “Not ever. I’ll be here. Always.”

A shiver ran down your spine at his words. You looked up at him, meeting his gaze, and for the first time that morning, felt a flicker of something that wasn’t fear, confusion, or anger. Something calmer, steadier—a sense of being protected, of belonging.

You exhaled slowly, leaning slightly toward him, just enough that your shoulder brushed his. “Thank you,” you whispered, voice trembling, “for… for not letting me face it alone.”

His lips twitched into the faintest half-smile, though his dark eyes softened even more. “You don’t have to thank me,” he murmured. “It’s not over, and I’ll never stop making sure you’re safe. But for now… just trust me.”

And for a few precious moments, you did. Just sitting there, hands intertwined, hearts still pounding, the storm outside the dining room temporarily held at bay.

The clinic smelled faintly of antiseptic, clean and sterile, a sharp contrast to the chaos of your thoughts. Jungkook led you to a private consultation room. The tension between you didn’t dissolve—if anything, it was heavier, every step forward laced with unease.

A moment later, Kim Seokjin stepped in, his face calm but serious. He gestured for you to sit. “Jungkook told me everything,” he began, eyes flicking between the two of you. “And he’s right to bring you here. This is… important.”

You swallowed hard, your hands twisting in your lap. Jungkook stayed close, his presence grounding but silent, letting you brace yourself.

Jin opened the files, scanning them quickly before looking up at both of you. His expression darkened.

“These medicines…” he began slowly, choosing his words carefully. “They’re not for normal post-accident treatment. From what I can see, these are psychoactive drugs designed to suppress memory and cognitive function—commonly used to erase or dampen traumatic memories.”

Your stomach lurched.

He continued, tone grim. “The dosages given to you were extremely high for a child your age. Far beyond what would be safe for any therapeutic purpose. At that level, these drugs could have caused permanent brain damage, or even death.”

You felt the floor tilt beneath you. Your hands trembled as you gripped the edge of the chair.

“You… you mean,” you whispered, voice breaking, “all those years… they weren’t just trying to make me forget. They could have… killed me?”

Jin’s gaze was steady, compassionate but unflinching. “Yes. Any child in your condition—already recovering from severe trauma—should never have been given that many drugs. The fact that you survived without catastrophic brain injury is… remarkable.”

Jungkook’s fists clenched on the table beside you. His jaw was tight, his eyes storm-dark as he studied the files in silence, anger coiling around every word.

Jin continued, softer now, turning to you. “Memory suppression at that level can also create gaps, confusion, fragmented recollection. It can affect emotional regulation, cognitive development, even the ability to trust people later in life. Many of the symptoms you’ve described—the blank periods, the inability to recall your past—fit this pattern exactly.”

Your hands were shaking so badly you couldn’t stop them. You wanted to curl into yourself, to vanish, but Jungkook’s steady presence beside you kept you anchored.

“And,” Jin added, voice dropping, “the combination of high dosage and long-term administration… it’s not just unethical. It’s criminal. Whoever was responsible was playing with your life.”

You felt bile rise, tears threatening to spill again. Your childhood—the accident, the coma, the abuse, the memory gaps—it all suddenly made sense. And yet, the clarity burned.

Jungkook’s hand found yours, gripping it tightly, his thumb rubbing circles into your palm. His voice, low and fierce, murmured, “I swear… I’ll make them pay. I won’t let a single person ever hurt you like that again.”

You pressed your hand against his chest, trembling, letting yourself lean on him for the first time in years.

Even in the sterile quiet of the clinic, with the truth laid bare, one thing was undeniable: you weren’t alone anymore—and Jungkook would move heaven and earth to make sure of it.

Your voice came out barely above a whisper, shaky and unsure.

“Jin Oppa… if they forced me to forget… if those drugs erased parts of me—” your throat tightened, “—can the memories come back?”

The room fell silent. Jungkook’s grip on your hand tightened instantly, like he was bracing for the answer as much as you were.

Jin sighed, folding his arms, his expression thoughtful but grave. “It depends,” he said carefully. “Sometimes, suppressed memories resurface on their own—triggered by a sound, a face, a place. Sometimes, they come back in fragments, like pieces of a puzzle. But…” He looked at you gently. “With drugs this strong, there’s a chance parts of your memory were permanently damaged. Some moments may never return in full.”

Your chest constricted. You bit your lip, trying not to cry again, but the words still broke out, fragile and desperate.

“So I’ll never know? I’ll never remember what really happened?”

Jin’s gaze softened. “I didn’t say never. The brain is resilient, especially in children. Sometimes memories bury themselves so deep that it takes years—or the right trigger—to surface. Therapy can help. But… you need to prepare yourself that not everything will come back.”

Your hands trembled in your lap. “But I need to know,” you whispered, almost to yourself. “I need to know what they made me forget. What was so terrible that they’d… they’d rather erase me than let me remember.”

Jungkook leaned forward, his jaw tight, speaking before Jin could. His voice was rough, steady, but laced with a storm of emotion.

“Even if your memories don’t come back… I’ll find out the truth. I’ll dig every fucking grave, overturn every lie, until we know who did this and why. You don’t have to carry it alone anymore.”

Your eyes burned as you looked at him. For the first time, you let yourself believe him.

Jungkook’s hand was still gripping yours, knuckles white. His eyes snapped back to Jin, sharp and demanding.

“There has to be something,” he said, voice low but edged with anger. “You’re telling me they fed her these drugs for months—maybe years—and now we’re supposed to just sit and wait for her brain to ‘decide’ if it wants to remember?”

“Jungkook—” Jin started softly, but Jungkook slammed his palm against the table, making you flinch. His voice cracked with frustration.

“No, hyung! That’s not good enough. She deserves to know. I need—” he cut himself off, dragging a hand through his hair, chest heaving. “I need you to tell me there’s something. Anything. Therapy, hypnosis, medicine—whatever the fuck it takes. Tell me there’s a way to help her.”

Jin didn’t flinch at Jungkook’s fire. He leaned forward, calm, firm, the kind of tone only a seasoned doctor could carry.

“There are methods. Memory therapy, trauma-focused treatment, hypnosis… sometimes they work. Sometimes they don’t. But understand this, Jungkook: forcing memories back can be dangerous. It’s not like unlocking a door—it’s ripping open a wound. She’s already fragile. If you push too hard, she could break.”

Your breath caught in your throat. Jungkook turned his head toward you then, eyes blazing with equal parts fear and determination.

“I don’t care if it breaks me,” he growled, voice rough, gaze locked on yours. “But I can’t watch you live half a life, not knowing the truth. If there’s even one chance—one fucking chance—you’ll get those memories back, I’ll take it.”

Jin sighed, studying him, then you. “If you both want to try, I’ll guide you. But it’ll take time, patience, and strength. Not just from her—but from you too, Jungkook. Because if she crumbles, you’ll have to be the one to hold her together.”

The weight of the words settled like stone between you three. Jungkook’s hand squeezed yours harder, like a vow.

Jin’s office was quiet except for the hum of the machines. After drawing your blood, he gently guided you into the CT room, running the scan with practiced precision. Jungkook stayed just outside the glass, hands shoved into his pockets, but you could feel his gaze burning into you the whole time.

When the scan was done, Jin led you back to the small consultation room. He sat across from you, notebook in hand, voice soft.

“Alright, Y/N. I’m going to ask you some simple questions, okay? Don’t stress, just answer what comes naturally.”

You nodded, though your chest was tight.

“What was the name of your primary school?”

Silence. Your lips parted, but nothing came out. A blank wall in your mind. You frowned, fingers curling into your lap.

“Favorite color?”

You blinked. A question so ordinary, so harmless. But your throat went dry. You didn’t know. Not because you couldn’t choose—because the answer wasn’t there.

“…I—I don’t know,” you whispered, heat stinging your eyes.

Jungkook shifted in his seat, fists clenching. Jin kept his expression calm, scribbling a note before looking back at you.

“Favorite food?”

That did it. Your heart clenched, breath shaky. You looked down at your hands. “I… I don’t know that either.”

The room suddenly felt suffocating. These were questions anyone should be able to answer—questions a child could answer without thinking. But you? You had nothing. Not even fragments. And the realization cut deeper than any wound: you never noticed until now. You never stopped to think about these tiny pieces of yourself… because there was nothing to remember.

“I don’t know me,” you choked out, voice trembling. “I don’t even know what I liked as a kid. I didn’t even realize… I didn’t even notice until now.”

The tears you had been holding back spilled freely, shoulders shaking. It wasn’t just about colors or food or school—it was about you. About the parts of your life stolen, erased, leaving you with hollow spaces where memories should be.

Jungkook immediately rose, moving to kneel beside you. His hand grabbed yours tightly, grounding you, his jaw trembling with barely contained rage and helplessness.

“Don’t—don’t do this to yourself,” he whispered, almost pleading. “You’re not less because of what they did. You’re still you. You’re here, right in front of me. You’re—” he cut off, swallowing hard, his thumb brushing your damp cheek.

Jin exhaled quietly, giving you both space, but his eyes were sharp. “This is what the drugs did. They didn’t just erase memories—they erased identity. But listen to me, Y/N: identity isn’t only about the past. It’s about what you choose now. We’ll fight for the fragments that can be recovered. And for the rest, we build new ones.”

Your chest ached, but the warmth of Jungkook’s grip, the steadiness in Jin’s tone… it kept you from collapsing completely.

Jin offered you a small smile, gentle but firm.

“Y/N, why don’t you wait outside for a bit? I need a word with Jungkook.”

You hesitated, eyes flickering to him. Jungkook’s hand was still wrapped around yours, reluctant to let go, but finally he nodded.

“Go. I’ll come out soon.”

With one last glance, you stepped out, the soft click of the door leaving a heavy silence behind.

Jungkook straightened, crossing his arms tightly over his chest, bracing for whatever Jin was about to say.

Jin didn’t waste time. He set the file down, staring at him with a doctor’s seriousness but also the weight of an older brother.

“Kook… this isn’t just trauma we’re dealing with. Those medicines were administered in insane dosages. Do you understand what that means? It’s a miracle she survived without permanent brain damage.”

Jungkook’s jaw clenched, eyes flashing. “I know. I read the fucking reports. Whoever did this to her… they didn’t just want to dull her pain. They wanted to erase her.”

Jin’s brows furrowed, voice dropping lower. “Exactly. And that kind of deliberate act… isn’t random. It wasn’t an accident. It was controlled, planned.” He leaned closer, his tone pointed. “You need to prepare her for the possibility that the accident wasn’t just an accident, Jungkook. Someone wanted her memories gone.”

Jungkook’s chest tightened, the weight of those words pressing into him. He ran a hand through his hair, frustration seeping out in a shaky exhale.

“She’s already breaking, hyung. You saw her. She couldn’t even answer what her favorite color was. How the hell am I supposed to tell her this? That her whole life was manipulated?”

Jin’s gaze softened, but his words didn’t.

“By protecting her, you might be keeping her safe—but you’re also keeping her blind. And blind people… they walk right into traps.”

That hit hard. Jungkook looked away, fists curling, the conflict tearing him apart.

Jin placed a hand on his shoulder.

“You love her, don’t you?”

Jungkook froze. His throat worked, but no words came out. The silence was loud enough.

“No.” His voice came rough, broken around the edges, but firm. “It’s not like that. I don’t… love her.”

The silence that followed was heavy, almost suffocating. Jin’s eyes narrowed, studying his brother as if dissecting him with scalpel-precision. He didn’t believe it—not for a second.

“Then why,” Jin asked quietly, “would you throw your life, your career, your business, your own family away for her? Why do you care about her that you risk your damn life”

Jungkook’s jaw flexed, but he didn’t answer. His hands fisted tightly at his sides, nails biting into his palms.

Jin gave a bitter, knowing scoff.

“You’re lying, Kook. Not to me. To yourself.”

Jungkook’s breath caught—shaky, uneven—but he forced his expression back into stone, the same mask he always wore when emotions got too close.

“I married her because her father was going to force her into something she didn’t want. That’s it. I protected her because… it was the only thing I could do in that moment. Nothing else.”

“Nothing else?” Jin echoed softly, his eyes narrowing further. “Then why do you look like you’re bleeding every time she cries?”

That landed like a punch. Jungkook’s throat tightened, a muscle ticking in his jaw, but he still didn’t look up. His voice came out low, almost breaking—

“I told myself to stay away from her. I told myself I’m not the man for her. I can’t be. So don’t—don’t put words in my mouth, hyung.”

Jin let out a slow exhale, leaning back with a look of quiet pity.

“You can keep saying it, Jungkook. But the more you fight it, the deeper you’re sinking.”

Jungkook stayed silent, shoulders tense, fighting against the truth in every syllable.

You sat quietly in the hallway outside Jin’s office, hands folded tightly in your lap, your leg bouncing restlessly without you even realizing. The sterile smell of disinfectants hung in the air, the faint ticking of a wall clock only making the silence heavier.

Every passing second felt longer. What was Jin telling Jungkook inside that needed you gone? Why did he look at you like that before asking you to step out?

When the door finally opened, you quickly stood up. Jungkook stepped out first, his broad frame filling the doorway. His face was unreadable—too unreadable. His jaw was tense, eyes avoiding yours, shoulders weighed down as though he had walked out carrying something he didn’t want you to see.

“Are we… done?” you asked softly, searching his face for an answer.

He gave the smallest nod, shoving his hands deep into his pockets. “Yeah. Let’s go.” His voice was low, clipped, as if speaking any more might crack something open.

You frowned. “What did he say to you?”

His eyes flickered toward you for half a second, and in that flash, you caught it—exhaustion, conflict, something raw that he quickly buried again. He looked away, brushing past you toward the exit.

“Nothing you need to worry about.”

But that wasn’t true. You knew it in your bones.

For a second, you almost called out, almost pressed further—but the way his shoulders were set, rigid and closed off, stopped you. He wasn’t ready. Not now.

So you followed silently, though your heart was heavy. He had that look again—the one he always wore when he was fighting a war inside himself.

And what scared you most was the thought that maybe… maybe you were the war.

The car ride back was suffocating.

The hum of the engine filled the silence, headlights cutting through the late afternoon haze. You sat on the passenger side, arms crossed tightly, staring out of the window but not really seeing anything. The city blurred past, but your mind was locked on the way Jungkook walked out of Jin’s office—silent, heavy, like he’d left pieces of himself behind.

Jungkook’s hands gripped the wheel tighter than necessary, veins standing out on his forearms. He didn’t turn on the radio. Didn’t say a word. He just drove, eyes fixed on the road, jaw clenched hard enough to hurt.

The silence was unbearable. Every second stretched, thick with everything unspoken.

Finally, you broke it.

“Take me to Taehyung’s apartment.”

His head snapped toward you for a second before he forced his eyes back on the road. “What?” His tone was sharp, disbelieving.

You turned in your seat, meeting his profile with steady eyes. “You heard me. Take me to Taehyung’s place.”

His fingers curled tighter on the steering wheel. “Why?”

“Because he’s the only one who has answers to my questions,” you said firmly, your voice cutting through the tension. “He was there when I woke up. He told me everything. And if there’s anyone who knows what happened to me… it’s him.”

Jungkook’s jaw flexed. His nostrils flared as he inhaled sharply. “No.”

Your eyebrows knitted. “No?”

“I said no.” His tone was like steel. “You’re not going there. Not now.”

Your blood heated at his stubbornness. “Why are you stopping me? This is my life, Jungkook. My past. My memories. If I don’t ask him, who else will tell me the truth?”

His grip on the wheel tightened until his knuckles turned white. He didn’t answer right away, his silence more infuriating than words.

“Jungkook,” you pushed, “I need to know—”

“I said no!” His voice cracked like a whip in the confined space, startling you into silence. His chest heaved, eyes hard and burning as they stayed locked on the road. “Not tonight. Not like this.”

The car fell silent again, but this time the air was heavier, hotter—charged with frustration, with the weight of truths neither of you were ready for.

And yet, even through your anger, one thought refused to leave your mind.

Why did it feel like he was protecting you from something Taehyung might say?

The car screeched to a halt at a red light. Jungkook’s hand slammed against the steering wheel, the sharp sound jolting you.

“Why are you so damn stubborn?” he bit out, finally turning to you. His eyes burned—frustration, exhaustion, something darker all mixed together. “You think running to Taehyung in this state will give you peace? You’ll just break yourself more.”

Your throat tightened, but you forced your voice steady. “At least breaking will mean I know. You don’t get it, Jungkook. I can’t live like this anymore—pieces missing, my whole life a lie.”

“I do get it!” he roared, leaning closer, his breath ragged. “You think it’s easy for me to watch you rip yourself apart? To see you chasing after things that could crush you when I’m the one—” he stopped himself abruptly, chest heaving, fists trembling against his thighs.

“The one what?” you demanded, your voice cracking. “The one protecting me? The one lying to me? Or the one deciding what I should or shouldn’t know?”

The red light changed, but neither of you moved. The world outside blurred away; it was just the two of you in that suffocating space.

“You don’t understand…” he whispered, more to himself than to you, then suddenly snapped his gaze back to yours. “I can’t let you go to him. Not now. Not when you’re like this. Damn it, Yn, I—”

“You what?” you pressed, leaning toward him, heart pounding. “Say it, Jungkook! Stop pulling me in and shutting me out!”

The tension snapped. His hand shot out, gripping your wrist, pulling you closer across the console until your faces were inches apart. His jaw clenched, his breath hot against your lips.

“I don’t know how to let you go,” he ground out, voice rough, almost breaking. “I don’t know why I’m risking everything—my business, my family, my fucking sanity—for you. But I can’t watch you destroy yourself. I won’t.”

Your chest heaved, matching his, the closeness dizzying. You should’ve pulled back, but you didn’t. “Then stop controlling me,” you whispered, trembling. “If you want me that much… then trust me enough to choose.”

For a beat, neither of you moved. His forehead brushed yours, unintentional, but intimate. His hold on your wrist loosened, yet he didn’t let go. The car seemed to shrink around you, the silence so charged it felt like fire under your skin.

Your eyes locked with his, steady despite the tremor in your chest. “I’m going,” you said firmly, not flinching even when his grip tightened. “With or without you.”

“Yn—” his voice cracked low, dangerous, almost pleading. His hold shifted from your wrist to your hand, as if he couldn’t quite bring himself to let go. “Don’t do this to me.”

“I’m not doing anything to you,” you shot back, your voice rising. “This is about me. My life. My past. You can’t cage me just because you’re scared of what I might find.”

Something flickered in his eyes—fear, raw and unguarded—but he masked it quickly, jaw clenching hard enough you thought it might shatter. For a moment, you thought he’d refuse, that he’d lock the doors and drive you anywhere but Taehyung’s.

But then he exhaled, a sharp, defeated sound, and slammed the car into gear.

“Fine,” he ground out, voice edged like a blade. “We’ll go. But don’t regret it, Yn. Don’t fucking regret dragging me into this.”

You swallowed, surprised at the bitter edge of his words—but beneath it, you heard the tremor, the ache he couldn’t hide.

He pressed the accelerator, the car surging forward. Neither of you spoke, the silence thick with everything unsaid—anger, fear, and something much more fragile, too close to break open.

But you didn’t back off. You sat straighter, eyes fixed ahead, forcing yourself not to waver. This was it—the answers you’d been chasing. And whether Jungkook liked it or not, he was coming with you.

You pressed the doorbell, your heart beating erratically in your chest. The silence of the hallway felt louder with every second that passed, Jungkook standing behind you with his hands shoved deep in his pockets, his face carved in stone—bored eyes hiding a storm you knew was there.

The lock clicked. The door creaked open.

And standing there was Sera.

Your breath caught. For a moment, you didn’t move, your mind trying to catch up with what your eyes were seeing.

Her expression mirrored yours—shock widening her eyes, her lips parting soundlessly. But quickly, it shifted—fear flickered across her face, almost as if she’d been caught.

Behind you, Jungkook stiffened. His gaze sharpened, his usual indifference cracking into raw disbelief. “...Sera?” His voice was low, dangerous, carrying the weight of a hundred questions.

Sera’s throat bobbed as she swallowed, fumbling with the doorframe as if to steady herself. “Y-Yn... O-Oppa… what are you doing here?” Her voice trembled, eyes darting between you and Jungkook like she’d just seen a ghost.

The world narrowed. Your confusion surged. Why is she here? In Taehyung’s apartment?

And for the first time, fear stabbed at your chest. Because something about the way Sera was looking at you—like she knew more than she should—felt wrong.

Jungkook stepped closer, his tall frame nearly brushing yours as he loomed forward, voice laced with suspicion.

“What the hell are you doing here, Sera?”

The silence at the door stretched, your heart hammering. Then, from the dimly lit apartment, another figure appeared.

Taehyung.

He froze the second his eyes landed on you and Jungkook, his expression slipping from casual to utterly stunned. “...YN?”

The weight in your chest doubled. Jungkook’s jaw flexed, his gaze narrowing like a blade.

Slowly, Jungkook tilted his head, voice deadly calm.

“What’s she doing here, Taehyung? At your place?”

The tension cracked like lightning. Taehyung glanced quickly at Sera, then back at Jungkook, his throat working hard before he forced a weak explanation.

“We… we’re just working on a project.”

Jungkook let out a short, humorless laugh, eyebrows raising. “A project?” He looked directly at Sera now, eyes sharp and mocking. “That’s funny. Because last time I checked—you come to me for your projects. Isn’t that right, Sera?”

Sera froze, her lips parting but no words came. Her eyes flicked away, unable to meet his.

Jungkook smirked, but it was bitter, his voice cutting like glass. “What’s wrong? Cat got your tongue?”

The air was suffocating, heavy with things unsaid.

And then Taehyung stepped forward, jaw tight, voice low but pointed. “Well… maybe because you’re too busy with your wife these days… so she had to come to me.”

Your entire body stilled. The word wife echoed like thunder in your ears.

Jungkook’s head snapped toward Taehyung, the smirk vanishing into something darker, eyes flashing with unrestrained fury. The muscle in his jaw ticked as he took a dangerous step closer, voice sharp and low.

“Careful with your words, Taehyung.”

The hallway felt like a battleground—Jungkook seething, Taehyung unflinching, Sera caught in between, and you… stuck at the center, drowning in confusion.

Jungkook’s chest heaved, shoulders squared like he was ready to rip the walls down if Taehyung pushed one more inch. Taehyung didn’t flinch—his glare met Jungkook’s head-on, sharp and unyielding.

“You think glaring at me is going to change the truth?” Taehyung said bitterly, stepping forward until the tension nearly sparked. “You walk around like you own the world, Jungkook. Like no one else matters. But don’t forget—YN’s life didn’t start when you showed up.”

Jungkook’s nostrils flared, his voice dropping into a lethal growl. “And don’t forget, Taehyung—I’m the one keeping her alive right now. You think you’ve done enough? You have no idea what it costs me—what I’ve sacrificed—to protect her.”

Sera’s shaky voice cut in weakly, “Stop it, both of you—”

“Stay out of this,” Jungkook and Taehyung snapped at the same time, their voices crashing like thunder, eyes never leaving each other.

You stood frozen between them, your pulse racing as if the air itself was being ripped apart. Jungkook’s fists clenched at his sides, Taehyung’s jaw locked, and you knew—just one more word could set off a war right in front of you.

“ENOUGH!” your voice finally broke through, sharp and commanding. Both of them halted, their breathing heavy, their eyes snapping toward you.

You looked straight at Jungkook first, your voice steady even though your chest was tight.

“Don’t forget why we came here, Jungkook.”

The tension in his face shifted, just barely—his lips pressed together, his nostrils flaring as he dragged his gaze away from Taehyung to focus on you.

Then you turned to Taehyung, heart pounding but determined.

“We need to talk.”

The weight in the hallway changed instantly—still heavy, but all the focus now shifted to you.

Taehyung’s eyes lingered on Jungkook a moment too long, his jaw tight, but then he finally sighed and stepped back, motioning toward the door.

“Fine. Come in.”

You walked past Sera, whose uneasy eyes followed you, her hands fidgeting nervously. Jungkook brushed in behind you, silent but radiating frustration, his presence filling the small apartment with heat.

Inside, the living room was modest—books scattered on the table, a laptop open with notes sprawled across the screen. But none of it mattered. The tension between the three of you was louder than anything else.

Taehyung crossed his arms, leaning against the counter. “Alright. You wanted to talk—so talk.”

You clutched the file tighter in your hands, your throat tight, but you raised your chin. “I need the truth, Taehyung. No excuses. No half answers. I found these reports.” You placed the file down on the table with a sharp thud. “And I need to know everything. About my accident. About the medicines. About what really happened to me.”

For the first time, Taehyung’s confident expression faltered. His lips parted, but no words came out.

Behind you, Jungkook’s voice cut low, almost like a warning.

“Answer her, Taehyung. Right now.”

The room felt like a cage—your question hanging heavy in the air, Jungkook’s anger simmering close to eruption, and Taehyung cornered between his loyalty, his secrets, and the weight of your stare.

“Taehyung…” your voice wavered, but your eyes didn’t. “Tell me. What exactly happened that day? What am I missing? I don’t remember anything before the accident—just tell me everything.”

He froze. His knuckles whitened where his hands gripped his arms, and for a moment, his gaze dropped to the floor, as if it was easier to face the ground than your face.

“Yn…” his voice came low, strangled, “…don’t ask me this.”

“No!” you snapped, stepping closer. “Don’t give me that. You think I don’t deserve to know? You think I can live like this—half a life, half a memory? Tell me what you know. Stop protecting me, Taehyung. I’m not that child anymore.”

Jungkook, standing behind you, said nothing—but his body was coiled tight, like a predator waiting. His glare bore into Taehyung, sharpening the silence, daring him to lie.

Taehyung finally lifted his eyes to you, glassy with something between guilt and sorrow. His lips trembled, words fighting to escape, but all that came out at first was a shaky whisper:

“You really don’t remember… anything before that night?”

Your chest tightened. “I remember the pain. Waking up. Nothing else.” Your voice cracked. “Please, Taehyung. Just tell me what I can’t remember. Tell me what happened to me… what happened to my mom.”

The file sat heavy between you all on the table, like an open wound, demanding the truth he’d buried for years.

Taehyung’s jaw clenched, his eyes darting between you and Jungkook before landing back on you. His voice was quiet, almost fragile, when he finally spoke:

“It was… October 24th.”

You frowned. “What?”

“Your mom’s birthday,” he said, his throat tightening. “You were nine. You were so excited—you wanted everything perfect for her. You spent the whole day drawing a card, making her favorite cake with the house staff… I remember you running around the house, barefoot, laughing…” His voice faltered, and he looked away.

Your chest squeezed painfully. A strange ache, like a memory you couldn’t reach, pressed at the back of your mind.

“That night…” Taehyung inhaled shakily, “…Everyone was ready for the party but then your mom left taking you with her. Your father,  I was at home, waiting. But then—” his voice cracked, “…the call came. The accident. The car crash that…”

“That killed her,” you whispered, finishing the words like a knife to your throat.

He nodded, eyes shining. “And left you… in that coma.”

Your fingers trembled against your lap. The date, the image of a birthday, the idea of your little self preparing a surprise—it all pressed against your mind like shadows just out of reach.

You whispered, hollow: “I don’t remember any of that.”

“I know,” Taehyung said softly. “Because after you woke up… you weren’t the same. You didn’t remember her. You didn’t remember anything before.

Silence fell. Your pulse thundered in your ears. Jungkook’s hand twitched by his side, fists curling tighter.

You pushed forward, voice trembling with frustration, “And what about these medicines, Taehyung? What are they? Why were they giving me this?” You shoved the file toward him, the papers trembling in your grip.

Taehyung froze. His brows furrowed as he skimmed through the list. “These…?” His lips parted in shock. “I—I don’t know.”

You blinked. “What do you mean you don’t know?”

“I knew about the coma. About the accident. I knew you lost your memories when you woke up… but these?” His voice grew tighter, lower. “Yn, no one ever told me they were giving you medication like this. I was a kid too, I didn’t… I couldn’t…” He shut his eyes, jaw clenching as if he hated himself for not having the answers.

Your breath hitched. “So you’re telling me you don’t know anything? You were all I had, Taehyung. You saw me every day. And you never noticed?”

He flinched. His hands balled into fists. “I noticed you were… different. That you were tired all the time, that you had headaches, that sometimes you’d get sick and faint. But I thought… I thought it was the accident’s aftereffects. I never thought—”

Jungkook, silent until now, suddenly cut in, his tone low and sharp. “These aren’t accident meds. These are memory suppression drugs. High-dose.” His jaw flexed as he stared at Taehyung. “And if you didn’t know, then someone was hiding it from both of you.”

Taehyung’s eyes widened, flickering between you and Jungkook. “Memory… suppression…?”

Your knees felt weak. You gripped the edge of the table to stay upright, your voice barely above a whisper. “So… someone wanted me to forget. It wasn’t just the accident. It was deliberate.”

The room filled with a suffocating silence. Taehyung looked shattered. Jungkook looked like he was barely containing his rage. And you—your whole body trembled as the ground beneath your past cracked wider and wider.

Taehyung’s hand trembled as he set the file down, his gaze fixed on the floor. His voice cracked when he spoke, low and heavy.

“Your mom… I remember her last words.”

You froze. Every muscle in your body went rigid. “What…?”

He lifted his eyes to you, and for the first time, you saw them shine with unshed tears. “She said… protect her. Always protect you, Yn. No matter what. And from that moment, I swore I would. I promised her.” His jaw tightened, his voice breaking. “But I failed.”

Your lips parted, but no sound came. The room seemed to close in around you—the faint hum of the fridge, the ticking clock, even Jungkook’s steady breathing faded.

Taehyung’s shoulders shook as he continued, “I tried to be there, I tried to stand between you and everything that wanted to break you. But I was a child too. And when they tore me away from you, I couldn’t keep my promise. You were left alone with them… with all that pain. And I—” His voice cracked, and he turned his face away, ashamed. “I failed you. I failed her.”

Your chest tightened painfully, your throat burning as tears welled.

Jungkook’s jaw clenched, his fists tightening at his sides. He didn’t say a word, but the storm brewing in his eyes made it clear: Taehyung’s guilt wasn’t the only thing suffocating the room—there was rage, suspicion, and something darker curling in Jungkook’s silence.

Taehyung’s voice trembled, his eyes distant as if he was dragged back into that night.

“She was there,” he whispered, almost to himself. “I saw her… taking her last breath.” His throat tightened, the memory choking him. “Her last words… she said them with so much pain, but so much love too. And I—” his voice cracked—“I can’t forget it. No matter how much I try.”

Your lips quivered, your vision blurred as hot tears finally spilled down your cheeks. You tried to hold yourself together, but the dam broke. Silent sobs racked your chest, each one heavier than the last.

Taehyung looked at you then, guilt carved deep into his face. He whispered, “I’m sorry, Yn. I couldn’t save her. I couldn’t save you.”

You pressed a trembling hand to your mouth, muffling the sound that escaped. The image you never had—the moment of your mother’s last breath—suddenly painted itself before your eyes through his words. It was too much, too cruel, and yet you couldn’t stop yourself from asking for more.

Behind you, Jungkook’s jaw flexed, his hand twitching as if he wanted to reach for you but didn’t know if he should. His eyes burned into Taehyung with a fury he couldn’t contain, but the sight of you crying—broken, trembling—kept him still.

The silence afterward was unbearable, filled only with your stifled cries and Taehyung’s heavy breathing.

Jungkook’s low voice cut through the heavy silence like a blade.

“Wait…” his dark eyes narrowed at Taehyung. “Her father married your mother after her mother’s death. Then how the hell were you there that night, Taehyung? Did you live with them before did you already know them?”

The question hung in the air, sharp and accusing.

You froze, your tear-streaked face turning toward Taehyung in shock. That thought had never crossed your mind—how did he know? How was he there?

Taehyung’s eyes flickered—just for a second—something unreadable passed through them. His lips parted, but no words came out. His hands clenched at his sides, knuckles whitening.

“Answer me,” Jungkook snapped, his voice dropping even lower, dripping suspicion. He took a step closer, towering, protective but also ruthless. “You’re not making sense, Taehyung. How did you know her mother’s last words if you weren’t living in that house already?”

Your stomach twisted, confusion swirling with fear. You stared at Taehyung, voice trembling as you whispered, “Tae… is that true? Did you… know me before? Before everything?”

Taehyung looked at you, guilt burning in his eyes, his lips trembling like he wanted to speak but couldn’t.

The silence stretched, suffocating, until Jungkook’s tone sharpened even more:

“What the hell are you hiding from her?”

Taehyung’s throat bobbed as he struggled to form the words.

“I—I…” he stuttered, his voice cracking under the weight. His eyes darted between you and Jungkook, panic and shame swimming inside them. Finally, he exhaled a shuddering breath.

“My mom… she was the maid in the Kim mansion long before your parents’ marriage.”

Your brows furrowed, but you didn’t interrupt. Something inside you was already tightening, bracing for what was about to come.

Taehyung’s fists clenched, his knuckles trembling as he pushed the truth out.

“Your father… and my mother… they had an affair before he married your mom. But then—his parents forced him to marry her. Your mom. She was his wife. The real one.”

Jungkook’s eyes darkened, sharp as knives, watching every flicker of Taehyung’s face. He didn’t say a word—he didn’t need to. The silence pressed harder than any threat.

Taehyung’s lips quivered. “And then… one night, despite being married… he—he made a mistake with my mom.” His voice broke on the last word, his head dropping, shoulders curling in shame. “And that mistake… is me.”

The words hit you like a bullet.

Your breath caught, the room spinning around you. “W-what…?” Your voice was nothing more than a whisper, fragile, breaking.

Jungkook’s jaw tightened, his hand balling into a fist at his side as he muttered coldly, “So you’re saying… you’re her father’s son too.”

Taehyung’s head lifted, shameful tears in his eyes. “Yes. I’m his bastard.”

The air snapped with tension.

You stumbled a step back, your knees weak. The ground beneath you felt like it was breaking apart. “No… no, that can’t—Tae, you…” You shook your head violently, tears pricking your eyes. “You’re saying you’re… my—” The word stuck in your throat, choking you.

Taehyung’s eyes stayed locked on you, wet and heavy with something that wasn’t just shame—confusion, too. His words cracked the silence like glass shattering.

“Well… that’s what my mother always told me,” he admitted, voice rough. “That I’m the result of her and your father’s… mistake.”

You froze, your throat going dry, your chest tight.

“But…” Taehyung’s hand curled into his shirt over his chest. “I couldn’t accept it. I didn’t want to believe it. So… I did a DNA test.”

The air dropped into a deeper silence. Even Jungkook’s sharp breathing could be heard in the stillness.

Taehyung’s eyes fell, shame and relief flickering in them both. “And it didn’t match. Not with him. Not at all. So no—” he forced the words out, harsher, like he needed you to understand. “I’m not what you’re thinking. I’m not your brother.”

Your lips parted, your hands trembling at your sides. A small gasp left you—half relief, half new terror.

“Then… then who are you, Taehyung?” Your voice cracked, your eyes burning. “If not him—if not the man I called my father—then who the hell are you?”

Taehyung shook his head helplessly, his own voice breaking. “I don’t know.” He laughed bitterly, hollow. “I don’t know, Yn. That’s the truth. I’m as confused as fuck as you are. Because my mother swore to me I was his son, but the papers… the test says otherwise. I don’t know who I really am. I don’t know what the truth is anymore.”

Jungkook finally moved, stepping forward, his jaw tight, his eyes flickering between you and Taehyung like he was piecing a puzzle faster than both of you. His voice was low, dangerous, but steady—cutting through the storm.

“So all this time…” he muttered, “both of you… lived in lies someone else fed you.”

You looked at Jungkook, your chest heaving, your world tilting again under this revelation.

Taehyung’s jaw clenched, his eyes glassy but voice steady enough to cut.

“That night… your mom found out,” he said, staring at the floor like the memory still burned holes into him. “She found out what my mother told me—that I was your father’s son. Which was a fucking lie, but…” his throat tightened, “…she was too kind. Too naïve. She believed it.”

Your heart stopped, your knees almost buckling. “She… believed it?” you whispered.

Taehyung nodded slowly, guilt dripping off him. “Yeah. And she broke. On her own birthday… right before the party… she fought with my mom. Screamed at her. Said she couldn’t forgive her. And with Mr. Kim not at home—” he paused, glancing at you with haunted eyes, “—your mom grabbed you. Took you with her. She left the mansion. She didn’t want to stay another second.”

Your lips trembled, your chest heavy. “And then?”

Taehyung swallowed hard, his voice falling low. “And then the next thing I remember… is the call. A call to my mother. To Mr. Kim. That you two… got into an accident.”

Silence. The word accident hung between you like a blade.

Jungkook’s fists clenched at his sides, the muscle in his jaw ticking violently. “So you’re telling me,” his voice was razor-sharp, “on her birthday—the night she died—it all started because of your mother’s lies?”

Taehyung flinched, shame painting his face. “Yes. If she hadn’t said that… if my mom hadn’t—”

“Don’t,” Jungkook cut him coldly, stepping forward, his voice rising with quiet fury. “Don’t you dare put this on your mother’s tongue alone. This is bigger than that. Someone wanted Yn’s mom broken. Someone wanted this family destroyed.”

Your head shook violently, tears welling. “No… no, no—stop—”

But Jungkook turned his gaze to you, steady, dark, and full of fire. “Yn, don’t you see? That accident—it wasn’t just an accident. It was a fucking chain reaction of lies. Lies planted right in your house. Lies that killed your mother and almost killed you too.”

Your breath hitched. The pounding in your skull was deafening, like drums beating from inside your head.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

And then—flashes. Jagged pieces of a puzzle you didn’t know existed.

The blur of a dark road.

The scream of tires.

The high-pitched cry of a child—you.

And a laugh. A woman’s laugh. Sharp. Wicked. Echoing in your ears.

Your hands shot to your head as the pressure built like knives slicing through your skull. “Ahhh—” you gasped, stumbling back, your vision swimming.

“Yn!” Jungkook was at your side in an instant, catching you before you crumpled to the floor. His arms locked around you like steel, his voice low but shaking with urgency. “Don’t push yourself—don’t force it, angel. Don’t. You’ll hurt yourself—”

Your nails dug into his shirt as you trembled violently, your chest heaving for air. “I-I saw… I heard—”

“Shh,” he hushed you firmly, pulling your head to his chest, one large hand cupping the back of your skull protectively. His heartbeat thundered against your ear, steady and grounding while your own pulse spiraled out of control. “Don’t stress. Don’t think about it now. Breathe with me, Yn. Just breathe.”

Taehyung and Sera froze in place, wide-eyed with worry. Taehyung took a step forward, his hand half-reaching, his voice cracking. “Yn…”

But Jungkook’s glare shot like fire over your trembling body, daring him to come closer. “Stay back. She doesn’t need more pressure right now.”

Sera’s lips pressed together, her knuckles white as she gripped her own wrist, helpless.

Meanwhile, you clutched your head tighter, the echo of that wicked laugh replaying in your mind like a curse. Tears spilled hot and fast down your cheeks, soaking Jungkook’s shirt as you choked out, “She was there. A woman. Laughing—when I… when the car—”

Jungkook’s arms tightened around you until you were swallowed completely by his warmth, his jaw clenched so hard it ached. His voice dropped low, a promise and a threat all at once.

“Whoever the hell she was…” his eyes burned like fire over your shoulder, “…I’ll find her. And I’ll make her regret ever breathing the same air as you.”

Your trembling grew worse, your breaths uneven, eyes rolling back as the pounding in your skull reached its peak. The fragments of memory blurred into a screeching halt of white noise—then nothing.

“Yn—Yn!” Jungkook shook you lightly, his voice sharp with panic. But your body went limp in his arms, head lolling against his chest.

His entire world dropped out from under him.

“Fuck—no, no, no, no—” his arms tightened, cradling you like porcelain, his chest heaving as terror slammed into him. He glanced at Taehyung and Sera, his glare so venomous it silenced them instantly.

Without another word, he scooped you up bridal style, his jaw clenched, muscles rigid as he stormed toward the door.

“Jungkook—wait, where are you taking her?” Taehyung’s voice shook as he followed a step, but Jungkook spun around, eyes blazing.

“Don’t you dare follow me,” he snapped, his voice rough, unrecognizable, dripping with rage and fear. “This—this is exactly why I didn’t want to bring her here. I knew it! I fucking knew something would happen the moment I stepped foot in this place with her!”

He held your unconscious form tighter, his chest vibrating with his ragged breathing as he turned away.

Taehyung froze, guilt flashing in his eyes, while Sera covered her mouth, too stunned to speak.

Jungkook stormed out into the hallway, muttering like a man fighting with his own demons, his jaw trembling with restrained fear as he looked down at your pale, unconscious face.

“That’s why I didn’t want this,” he whispered harshly, almost to himself, almost to you though you couldn’t hear. His voice cracked with raw desperation. “I knew it, angel. I knew it would break you… and I fucking let it happen.”

His arms tightened around you like he could fuse you to him and keep you safe from the world. With every step, his fury burned hotter—not at you, never at you—but at himself, Taehyung, the past, and whoever the hell that laughing woman was.

Jungkook didn’t waste a second. He practically flew down the stairs, your limp body pressed protectively against his chest. His eyes were wide, wild—like a man ready to kill anyone in his way.

“Yn—stay with me,  Please, just stay,” he whispered harshly against your hair, his lips trembling though his jaw was locked in fury.

Behind him, Taehyung and Sera stumbled after, panic-stricken.

“Jungkook! Wait—at least let me—” Taehyung tried to reach him, but Jungkook snapped, voice breaking with rage.

“Don’t touch her!” His roar cut through the silence of the night, sharp enough to make Sera flinch. “You’ve done enough! Just—don’t.”

The three of them burst outside, and within seconds Jungkook had you laid carefully in the back seat of his car, one hand still cradling your head like glass while the other fumbled with his keys. His breathing was so uneven it almost shook the car itself.

Taehyung yanked open the passenger door, sliding in. Sera scrambled into the back beside you, tears in her eyes as she tried to steady you.

Jungkook slammed the engine alive, tires screeching as he tore through the streets, every red light ignored. His knuckles were white on the wheel, his other hand constantly reaching back to touch your face, to make sure you were still warm, still breathing.

“Don’t close your eyes too deep, Yn. Don’t . Fuck—just don’t.” His voice cracked, softer when speaking to you but venom when he turned to Jin on speed dial.

“Hyung—it’s an emergency. I’m coming to your place now. She blacked out, she’s not waking up, and if you’re not ready when I get there I swear to God—”

He didn’t finish, his voice breaking.

By the time they reached Jin’s private clinic, Jungkook had already jumped out before the car even stopped properly. He pulled you into his arms again, ignoring the way Taehyung reached out to help.

“Don’t. Touch. Her,” Jungkook snarled through his teeth, every muscle screaming with tension.

Jin was already waiting at the door, his coat half on, eyes widening as he saw you unconscious in Jungkook’s arms.

“What happened?” Jin demanded.

“She remembered something—something from that night,” Jungkook’s voice shook. “And then—she collapsed. She’s in pain, hyung. I knew this would fucking happen!”

“Inside. Now!” Jin barked, pushing the door wide.

Jungkook strode in, laying you gently on the examination bed, his hand gripping yours so tightly his knuckles trembled. Taehyung and Sera followed in silence, both guilty and terrified, their presence like shadows in the room.

Jin quickly checked your pulse, your pupils, ordering equipment with a sharp voice. “She’s stable for now—but her brain’s under severe stress. Whatever she tried to remember, it triggered suppressed trauma. We need scans and sedatives—now.”

Jungkook pressed his forehead to your hand, his eyes squeezed shut. For the first time in a long time, his voice was barely more than a broken whisper.

“I swear,… if I lose you, I’ll burn this whole fucking world down.”

The air was thick with panic. Machines beeped sharply, the sterile smell of antiseptic burning through the chaos. Jin’s hands moved fast, inserting an IV into your arm, muttering clinical terms under his breath.

“Her vitals are fluctuating,” he said, glancing at the monitor. “If her brain keeps straining like this—”

“Fix it, hyung!” Jungkook’s shout cracked like thunder, his eyes blazing with helpless fury. He was pacing like a caged predator, raking his fingers through his hair, chest heaving. “Do something, please!”

“I am,” Jin snapped, then softer, “But this isn’t something I can just stitch up, Jungkook. This is her mind. Forcing these memories is like pushing her into fire. It could burn her alive from the inside.”

Sera, wringing her hands, whispered shakily, “I–I didn’t know this would happen—”

“Shut up!” Jungkook barked, whipping around with a glare so deadly that she went silent instantly.

Taehyung stepped forward, fists clenched. “She came because she wanted answers. Don’t you dare—”

“Don’t you dare put yourself in this, Taehyung!” Jungkook’s roar shook the room. He jabbed a trembling finger at him. “If anything happens to her—I’ll hold you responsible before anyone else. You were supposed to protect her, weren’t you? Where the fuck were you when she needed you most?”

Taehyung’s jaw locked, his throat bobbing. For once, he didn’t fight back.

Meanwhile, Jin injected a mild sedative and adjusted your IV. Slowly, your twitching eased, your face softening as the storm inside you calmed. The monitor’s beeping steadied.

“She’ll rest now,” Jin said firmly. “But Jungkook—this isn’t the end. If her memories are surfacing on their own, we need to prepare her carefully. Next time, it could be worse.”

Jungkook dropped into the chair beside you, grabbing your limp hand, pressing frantic kisses over your knuckles. His shoulders shook though his face stayed hidden. “I don’t care what it takes. Just save her.”

Hours later, the world swam back slowly. You stirred under the soft white blanket, blinking against the dim light of Jin’s clinic room. Your throat was dry, your body heavy.

The first thing you saw was him. Jungkook, slumped forward in the chair beside you, head resting on his crossed arms on your bed, his fingers still entwined with yours.

“...Jungkook?” your voice was hoarse, barely a whisper.

His head snapped up instantly. Relief crashed across his features so violently that for a moment, he couldn’t speak—he just leaned in, cupping your face in both hands like you were made of fragile glass.

“You okay? ,” his voice broke, breath ragged. “You scared the living shit out of me.” His thumb brushed over your cheekbone, tracing the faint wetness there from old tears. “Don’t ever—ever—do that again.”

You blinked, confusion fogging your mind. “What… happened?”

“You blacked out. From the memories.” His voice was sharp, but trembling underneath. “I told you not to push yourself. I fucking told you.”

“I–I didn’t mean to…” your lips quivered. “It just… came back. That laugh, the car—”

His eyes darkened instantly, his hands pressing firmer against your cheeks. “Shh. Stop. Don’t force it now.” He shook his head, almost desperately. “You’ll tell me when you’re ready. I’ll wait, Yn. I don’t care how long it takes. Just—don’t carry it alone anymore.”

Tears welled again, but softer this time. His forehead pressed against yours, his breath mingling with yours as he whispered like a vow:

“I’m here. Even if the whole world fails you—I won’t.”

Taehyung stood frozen against the wall, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles were white. Every breath was heavy, burning his chest like acid. Watching you lying pale and still on that hospital bed ripped something raw inside him.

Jungkook was bent over you, whispering promises, his touch fierce but gentle, like you were the only thing holding him to earth.

Taehyung’s jaw tightened.

That should’ve been me.

The words echoed in his skull like a curse. He was supposed to protect you. He swore it, long ago, when your mother’s bloodied hands clutched his and begged him with her last breath. He swore. And yet—here you were, broken, trembling in another man’s arms.

Guilt tore at him, sharper than knives. Jungkook’s earlier words stabbed even deeper:

“You were supposed to protect her. Where the fuck were you when she needed you most?”

His chest heaved. His throat burned. And still, he said nothing—because Jungkook was right. He failed.

And now, seeing you curled against Jungkook—his Jungkook, who guarded you like you were his very soul—it left Taehyung hollow, hurting, and utterly powerless.

As your eyes fluttered open, Taehyung’s gaze snapped to you instantly, but you didn’t see him—you saw Jungkook.

The way Jungkook leaned in, trembling hands framing your face, begging you not to leave him. The way his forehead rested against yours like he was tethering himself to your heartbeat. The soft vow he whispered—

“I’m here. Even if the whole world fails you—I won’t.”

Something in Taehyung shattered.

His fists curled again at his sides, nails digging so hard crescents of blood threatened to rise. He bit the inside of his cheek, forcing himself to look away, to swallow the scream in his throat.

Because he knew. Deep down, he’d lost you long ago. Not to death, not to fate—but to Jungkook.

And maybe… maybe that was his punishment for failing you when you needed him most.

The moment Jin closed the door behind him, signaling you needed rest, Jungkook turned on Taehyung like a predator finally unchained. He stepped in so close that Taehyung had no choice but to meet his gaze. His voice was low, lethal, each word sharpened like a blade.

“Do you think I fucking believe you?”

Taehyung’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t move.

Jungkook leaned closer, his breath brushing his rival’s ear. “I don’t believe a word you said. Neither am I denying it. You know why? Because I don’t fucking care. Whether you’re lying, whether you’re twisting shit, whether you’re confused—I don’t care.”

His eyes burned, dark and unrelenting. “But don’t you dare—” his voice dropped to a whisper that cut colder than steel— “don’t you dare feed lies to her. Not her. Not when the only thing she needs is truth.”

Taehyung’s fists curled at his sides, his knuckles trembling. For a second, his mask cracked—the guilt, the bitterness, the ache flashing in his eyes.

But Jungkook didn’t give him the chance to speak. He straightened, his jaw set in iron. “If you can’t give her the truth, then shut the fuck up. Because I won’t let your poison touch her again.”

The hallway was thick with silence, Jin and Sera watching from the sidelines, frozen in the suffocating weight between the two men.

Taehyung swallowed, his throat tight, but he forced his voice steady. “And what if the truth isn’t what you want to hear, Jungkook?”

Jungkook’s gaze didn’t waver. He leaned in once more, his words final, merciless.

“Then I’ll burn through it until I find the real one. And I’ll destroy anyone who tries to bury it—including you.”

Taehyung’s chest rose and fell, voice rough but steady. “I’m saying the truth. This… this is all I know.”

For a long moment Jungkook just stared at him—then, suddenly, a sharp, humorless chuckle slipped from his lips. He tilted his head, eyes glinting in the dim light of the hospital corridor.

“Yeah… maybe it is.” His tone was mocking, dangerous. “Maybe that’s the truth you chose to tell.”

Taehyung froze, his shoulders stiffening.

Jungkook stepped closer, forcing him to meet his piercing gaze. His voice dropped to a deadly whisper. “But I can also see the truth you’re hiding.”

Taehyung’s eyes widened slightly, betraying the smallest flicker of panic. “What…?”

Jungkook’s smirk faded, his jaw tightening. “Don’t play dumb with me.” His voice cut sharp and low, each word dragged with controlled fury. “You didn’t tell her everything. You’re holding back something—something bigger. And I swear to God, Taehyung… don’t you dare lie to me. I’ll know.”

The silence stretched, heavy, suffocating. Taehyung’s fists clenched tighter, veins showing along his forearms as he struggled to hold his composure. His throat bobbed, but no words came.

Jungkook leaned in, his stare unblinking, merciless. “You’re not the only one who can protect her. And if I find out you’re still keeping pieces of the truth from her…” His voice turned colder, like ice cracking beneath weight. “…then protecting her won’t save you from me.”

Jungkook’s gaze snapped from Taehyung to Sera. Cold. Sharp. Cutting right through her trembling facade.

“And you…” His voice was low but lethal, the kind that didn’t need to be raised to instill fear. “…you better explain to me why you were at his place when we reached there.”

Sera stiffened instantly under his stare, her hands twisting nervously in front of her. Her throat bobbed as she swallowed hard, unable to look away from him.

Jungkook’s jaw flexed, his words dripping venom. “I’m not a fool who can believe your sweet little lies, Sera. So think carefully before you open your mouth.”

The silence was suffocating. Taehyung shifted beside her, about to speak, but Jungkook cut him off with a single glare that pinned him to the wall.

Sera’s lips trembled, her voice barely a whisper. “I-It’s not… it’s not what you think, Jungkook. I… I was just—”

“Just what?” Jungkook snapped, stepping closer, his presence towering, suffocating. “Just sneaking around? Just keeping secrets? Or just conveniently showing up in the one place you shouldn’t have been?”

Her knees felt weak, breath stuttering. The icy chill of his suspicion was far worse than anger. He wasn’t just furious—he was dissecting her, seeing straight through the cracks she tried to hide behind.

Sera’s eyes darted to Taehyung, silently begging for help, but Jungkook’s voice lashed out again.

“Don’t look at him. Look at me.” His tone was sharp as a blade. “You owe me the truth, not him.”

The air was thick, suffocating—Sera trembling under Jungkook’s glare, Taehyung’s fists clenched at his sides.

Jungkook took a step closer, his voice dropping even lower, a deadly whisper meant only for her.

“One last time, Sera. Tell me the truth before I tear it out of you.”

Sera’s lips parted, breath shaky—

But before a word left her mouth, the sharp click of a door opening cut through the silence.

Jin’s voice carried from down the hall, calm but firm.

“Jungkook. In my cabin. Now.”

Jungkook’s head turned slowly, irritation flickering across his face at the interruption. His jaw tightened, chest rising and falling with restrained fury. He spared one last cold glance at Sera—long enough to make her shiver as if she’d been sentenced.

Then, without another word, he pivoted and strode toward Jin’s cabin, his coat brushing past Taehyung’s arm hard enough to make him flinch.

Sera exhaled shakily, shoulders collapsing as if she’d been holding her breath the whole time. Taehyung instantly moved closer to her, his voice low. “Don’t worry… I’ll handle him.”

But Sera’s eyes stayed fixed on Jungkook’s retreating figure, dread curling in her stomach. She knew this wasn’t over. Not even close.

Jin closed the file in front of him, his expression unusually grave. He leaned back in his chair, folding his hands.

“Jungkook,” he said firmly, his doctor’s tone leaving no room for argument. “You need to listen carefully. It’s dangerous for her to pressure her mind like this. The scans… they show traces. The impact of those drugs didn’t just fade with time—they left damage. She’s carrying scars you can’t see.”

Jungkook’s jaw tightened. His knuckles pressed white against the armrest of the chair, every muscle in his body rigid.

“Scars?” he repeated, voice low and sharp.

Jin nodded. “Her brain has been through years of chemical force. If she keeps trying to force her memories back, it could cause severe trauma—headaches, blackouts like today, or worse. Her mind needs patience, not pressure. So make sure she doesn’t push herself. And don’t let anyone else push her, either.”

Jungkook’s eyes darkened, his voice rough with restrained rage.

“So what you’re saying is—if she keeps going like this, it could kill her?”

Jin’s gaze didn’t waver. “Yes. Or leave her in a state she’ll never recover from. Jungkook—if you care about her, you’ll protect her not just from the world, but from herself.”

The silence was heavy, suffocating. Jungkook stared down at his hands, fists curling tight, nails digging into his skin. His chest heaved once, twice—like a man barely keeping control.

Finally, he looked up, eyes burning with promise.

“I’ll protect her. From everyone. From everything.” His voice dropped to a growl. “Even if I have to chain her to me to stop her from hurting herself.”

Jin sighed softly, recognizing the dangerous determination in his friend’s voice but knowing there was no point arguing. “Just remember… love and protection aren’t the same as control. Be careful not to confuse the two.”

Jungkook’s fists slammed down on the desk, making the pen holder rattle. His voice came out harsher than he intended, edged with frustration.

“Don’t drag the word love here, hyung. I told you before—I don’t love her. Why can’t you just understand that?”

His chest was rising and falling rapidly, like he was fighting to convince himself more than Jin. His gaze flickered away, jaw clenched so hard it hurt.

Jin didn’t flinch. He just watched him, calm in the storm of Jungkook’s denial.

“If it isn’t love,” he said quietly, “then why does her pain break you more than your own? Why do you look at her as if the world could burn but she’s the only thing you’d save?”

Jungkook’s throat bobbed, his eyes darkening with something he couldn’t name. He turned away, running a hand through his hair, muscles tight with suppressed turmoil.

“I just… I can’t afford love,” he muttered under his breath, more to himself than to Jin. “Not in my world. Not with her.”

Jin’s voice softened, almost sympathetic.

“It’s not about whether you can afford it, Jungkook. It’s already there. Whether you admit it or not.”

Jungkook’s silence was deafening—his denial cracking under the weight of truth he refused to face.

The black car rolled into the driveway. The silence inside had been suffocating—Sera fidgeting in the backseat, Jungkook gripping the steering wheel too tight, and you leaning into him weakly, exhaustion dragging your body down.

As soon as you stepped into the mansion, Mrs. Jeon appeared, her heels clicking against the marble, eyes widening when she saw you limping, Jungkook’s arm firm around your waist, Sera steadying your other side.

“Oh my dear—what happened?” she gasped, rushing forward, her hands hovering near you as if afraid to touch and break you. “Yn, are you okay?”

You forced a faint smile, shaking your head lightly.

“Yes, Mrs. Jeon. I’m okay… just tired.”

But she didn’t look convinced—her brows knitted, her gaze flicking from your pale face to the tight line of Jungkook’s jaw.

“Tired?” she repeated, her voice trembling. “You’re limping, child. You can barely stand—don’t lie to me.” Her hand finally cupped your cheek gently, the concern in her eyes startlingly genuine.

Jungkook, expression unreadable, interjected firmly, “She’s fine. She just needs rest. I’ll take her upstairs.” His tone left no room for further questions, though Mrs. Jeon’s worried eyes lingered.

Sera, standing slightly behind, swallowed nervously. The guilt in her face wasn’t hidden well, and Mrs. Jeon’s sharp gaze flicked to her, suspicion flickering for a split second before returning to you.

“Rest, yes,” Mrs. Jeon murmured, touching your hand once more before stepping back. “But, Jungkook, don’t brush this off. Something happened. I can see it in both your faces.”

For a moment, the hall was heavy with tension—Mrs. Jeon’s worry, Jungkook’s stonewalling silence, Sera’s unease, and your fragile state caught in between.

Finally, Jungkook guided you upstairs, his arm tightening protectively as he muttered low enough for only you to hear, “Ignore her. You need sleep.”

But as you glanced back, you saw Mrs. Jeon still standing there, her lips pressed in a thin worried line, her eyes shadowed with something you couldn’t name—worry, yes, but… maybe fear, too.

The moment Jungkook disappeared upstairs with you leaning into him, the echo of their footsteps fading, Mrs. Jeon turned sharply to Sera. Her voice, low but edged with urgency, cut through the heavy silence.

“Sera. What exactly happened?”

Sera stiffened, eyes darting away, fingers tangling together nervously.

“M-mom…” she whispered, her throat dry. “It’s complicated. I can’t tell you.”

Mrs. Jeon stepped closer, her gaze pressing into her daughter’s. “Complicated? She came home limping, pale as a ghost, and your brother looked like he was carrying the weight of the world. Don’t give me vague answers—what happened to Yn?”

Sera bit her lip hard, looking down at the marble floor. “Mom… if you want to know, ask oppa. If he wants to tell you, he’ll. But I can’t say anything… it’s not my place.”

Her voice cracked at the end, guilt heavy in her tone. “I don’t know if she wants anyone to know… so please don’t force me.”

Mrs. Jeon studied her carefully—her daughter’s clenched fists, the way her eyes shone with unease. It wasn’t just secrecy; it was fear.

Finally, Mrs. Jeon exhaled sharply, lips pressing thin. “Fine. I won’t force you. But Sera…” her voice softened, though the edge of worry never left, “…you better pray this doesn’t break her. Or your brother.”

Sera swallowed hard, nodding weakly. She wanted to speak, to spill everything, but the weight of Jungkook’s cold warning and your fragile state chained her silence.

And Mrs. Jeon, standing in the quiet hall, clenched her hands. She had lived long enough to know—when everyone is hiding the truth, it’s always worse than she imagines.

Jungkook helped you into the room, one arm wrapped firmly around your waist, the other steadying you when your legs wobbled. He didn’t say a word until he settled you down gently on the bed, adjusting the pillows behind your back as if you were made of glass.

He crouched down in front of you, his dark eyes locking onto yours with a force that made you shrink into the sheets.

“Listen to me.” His voice was low, hard, almost scolding. “Don’t stress over anything. Don’t pressure your brain. Don’t—” his jaw tightened, “don’t dig into the past anymore.”

Your throat worked, guilt swirling inside you. “But Jungkook, I—”

His hand shot up, not harsh, but enough to silence you. “No. I mean it. Hyung was clear, and I saw what happened when you tried to remember.” His voice cracked just slightly, his fists clenching on his knees. “You blacked out in my arms… Do you have any idea how fucking terrified I was?”

The way his voice trembled at the end made your chest ache. You reached out, weakly tugging at his sleeve. “I just want to know who I am…”

For a moment his eyes softened, but just as quickly the walls slammed back into place. He gently pried your hand off, setting it back on the blanket.

“And I just want you alive.”

The room went silent after that. The weight of his words hung heavy, pressing against you harder than any memory could.

Jungkook stood, tucking the blanket around you with quiet precision, then leaned down—so close you could feel the brush of his breath on your forehead. But instead of the tenderness you craved, his words were clipped, commanding.

“Rest. That’s an order.”

And then he stepped back, his broad shoulders stiff as if he were holding back more than exhaustion.

Jungkook came downstairs after making sure you were asleep, his expression unreadable but his jaw tight, fists flexing as if still wound up.

Mrs. Jeon rose from the sofa the instant she saw him. “Jungkook-ah… what happened to her? Why was she limping, why did she look so pale? Tell me.” Her voice was lined with both fear and desperation.

He stopped at the bottom of the stairs, eyes dark, his tone flat. “Whatever it is, you don’t need to know.”

She blinked, stunned at the iciness in her son’s voice. “Jungkook…” she whispered, stepping closer.

His gaze hardened, and though he wasn’t shouting, the steel in his words cut sharper than any yell. “Just remember this—she won’t be hurt. By any chance, at any cost.”

Mrs. Jeon flinched at the weight behind the promise. It wasn’t just protective—it was a vow, the kind of vow her son never made lightly.

For a moment, silence stretched between them, thick with unspoken questions. Mrs. Jeon wanted to push, to demand answers, but the look in his eyes—dark, guarded, brimming with something dangerously close to fury—made her stop.

Instead, she swallowed hard and nodded. “Then… at least take care of yourself too, Jungkook.”

But he was already turning away, loosening his tie with rough fingers, as if the conversation had ended the moment he gave his word.

Evening shadows stretched across the Jeon mansion when Maria arrived with Jimin. The moment she heard you weren’t well, she didn’t even bother with greetings—her footsteps rushed straight upstairs.

She pushed the door open without knocking and froze for a heartbeat.

You were sitting on the window ledge, knees pulled close, staring out at the falling dusk as if the world outside could give you answers. Your eyes were empty, face pale, body so still it almost looked like you’d turned to glass.

“YN…” Maria’s voice cracked, and before you could react, she crossed the room and threw her arms around you.

You flinched at the sudden contact—your whole body tensing—but then, as her familiar warmth seeped in, you slowly exhaled and allowed yourself to relax into her embrace.

Maria’s hand rubbed your back, trembling. “You scared me… You don’t know how much you scared me. I thought—” her words broke, and she hugged you tighter.

Your lips parted, voice small. “I didn’t mean to… I just—”

“Shh.” She cupped your face gently, pulling back enough to look into your eyes. “Don’t say anything. Just… don’t ever do this alone again. I’m here, okay? I’ll always be here.”

You swallowed hard, eyes stinging, guilt and comfort clashing in your chest.

Behind her, Jimin lingered at the doorway. He didn’t step in right away—his eyes were fixed on you, protective and pained, like he wanted to pull you into safety himself but knew Maria was what you needed first.

The silence stretched, only broken by Maria’s soft breathing against your shoulder. For the first time that day, you felt the ache in your chest loosen just a little.

The living room was unusually quiet for the Jeon mansion. The air felt thick, heavy, as if every wall could sense the weight of what was left unsaid. You sat on the couch with Maria beside you, her arm looped around yours protectively, while Sera sat across with a face unreadable. Jimin leaned forward, elbows on his knees, eyes never leaving you. And then there was Jungkook—back straight, arms crossed, jaw set like stone.

Maria broke the silence first, her tone sharp but shaking.

“YN, I know you want answers. I know you think if you push hard enough you’ll remember everything. But it’s not worth breaking yourself over. You nearly collapsed today—” her voice cracked, but she steadied it, “—I can’t let you go through that again.”

You opened your mouth, but Jungkook’s voice cut in, deeper, firmer.

“She’s right.” His eyes locked on you, unreadable, but burning. “I told you before—don’t pressure your mind. You’re not ready. Forcing yourself will only tear you apart.”

Your brows furrowed, frustration bubbling. “But if I don’t try… how will I ever know the truth?”

“You’ll know when it’s time,” Jungkook snapped, a hint of desperation beneath the hardness in his voice. “Not now. Not like this.”

Maria squeezed your hand. “Listen to him, YN. Please. I can’t stand watching you hurt yourself like this.”

Jimin finally spoke, his voice quieter but no less serious. “They’re not wrong. You’ve been through enough. What you need right now isn’t to dig deeper into the past—it’s to heal. You’re… too important to all of us.” His eyes softened, then shifted to Jungkook, narrowing slightly as if daring him to disagree.

Sera finally said something, her tone calm but careful. “They just want to protect you, YN. We all do. Maybe… maybe for now, you should listen.”

You sat there in the middle of them all, feeling their voices press against your chest. Anger, desperation, love, fear—they all blurred together until you didn’t know what to feel anymore.

The living room was still, every word already said circling in the silence like ghosts. Maria’s hand clutched yours, Jungkook’s stare burned into you, Jimin’s quiet warning still lingered, and Sera’s calm voice sat heavy in the air.

And suddenly, you couldn’t breathe.

Your chest heaved as you looked around at all of them, all these faces telling you what you should and should not do. Your fingers shook in Maria’s grip before you finally ripped your hand away.

“Stop it!” Your voice cracked through the silence, sharp and raw. Everyone froze.

“I’m so—fucking—tired of this,” you spat, your eyes glistening. “All of you treat me like I’m… some fragile thing that will shatter if I even blink wrong. Like I don’t belong to myself anymore!”

“YN—” Jungkook started, but you cut him off, the dam breaking.

“No, Jungkook! You don’t get it. None of you do! I’ve been living in this fog, this empty hole inside my head, and all I want—” your voice wavered but didn’t stop, “—all I want is to know  What happened to me. Why I don’t remember my own mother’s face without feeling like my head is splitting open.”

Tears burned your cheeks, but your voice only grew louder. “And every time I try, every time I think I’m close—you’re all there, pulling me back, telling me to stop. Like you’d rather I stay broken because it’s easier for you!”

Maria’s lip trembled, but Jungkook’s jaw clenched, his eyes dark and storming.

“You think this is easy for us?” he ground out, his voice low but trembling with restraint.

“Yes!” you shot back, standing now, chest heaving. “Because you get to decide for me. You get to tell me when to stop, when to breathe, when to remember, when to forget—while I’m stuck living half a life!”

For a moment, no one spoke. The room pulsed with your ragged breathing and the sting of your words.

Maria looked like she might cry, Jimin stared at you with a pain that mirrored your own, and Sera stayed silent, biting her lip. Jungkook—he just stared at you, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles turned white, his throat working like he was swallowing everything he wanted to say.

Your chest was heaving, words still burning in the air when Jungkook finally moved. His chair scraped back sharply against the floor, his fists slamming the armrest as he stood.

“You think it’s easy for me?!” His voice boomed, sharp enough to make Maria flinch and Sera’s eyes widen. His glare locked onto you like fire.

“You think I enjoy watching you cry yourself to sleep every night? You think I don’t hear the way you choke on your nightmares, or see the way your hands shake when you try to remember?!” His voice cracked, louder, rougher. “Do you have any idea what it does to me, YN, knowing I can’t fix it?”

You blinked at him, stunned, but he didn’t stop—he couldn’t.

“I’m trying to hold you together while you’re tearing yourself apart! And you call that easy?” He laughed bitterly, running a hand through his hair before pointing at you with trembling fingers. “You think I like telling you to stop, to breathe? No. I do it because I’d rather have you alive and hating me than watching you kill yourself trying to remember the past.”

Your throat went dry, his words slicing through you.

“And don’t—” he stepped closer, his voice dropping but heavy with fury, “don’t you dare say I decide for you. Because every damn thing I’ve done—every choice I’ve made—was to keep you breathing, not to cage you.”

His chest rose and fell violently, eyes burning with something wild—anger, pain, desperation all tangled into one.

The silence was suffocating. Maria’s hand covered her mouth, Jimin stared at Jungkook like he’d never seen him this raw, and Sera lowered her gaze, biting her lip.

You stood frozen, heart hammering, your tears mixing with the sting of his words. He was right there—furious, shaking—and yet beneath it, you could see it: the cracks, the fear, the love he kept denying even to himself.

The silence after Jungkook’s outburst weighed heavy on the room, everyone’s faces pale, stunned into stillness. Your throat burned with words you couldn’t force out, your eyes blurring with hot tears.

You pushed back your chair abruptly, the scrape piercing the tension. Without a glance at anyone—not even at Jungkook, who stood there still breathing hard—you turned on your heel.

“YN—” Maria called softly, but you didn’t stop. Your steps were fast, almost stumbling, as you climbed the stairs.

Behind you, you could feel Jungkook’s gaze burning into your back, but you didn’t dare look. Because if you did, you knew your legs would give out.

Once inside your room, you shut the door and twisted the lock with shaking fingers. The click echoed like a final wall between you and the world outside.

Your chest collapsed as you slid down the door, hugging your knees tight. For the first time since the accident, since the unanswered questions, you felt utterly alone—despite the house full of people.

Downstairs, Jungkook didn’t move. His fists remained clenched at his sides, jaw tight, eyes trained on the staircase you had just climbed. Everyone else shifted nervously, but no one spoke.

He had shouted, he had bared his fear in anger—and now, he realized, he had pushed you further away.

His chest ached like fire.

The air was still heavy when Jungkook finally straightened, his voice low but firm.

“Maria, Jimin… you two can go home.”

Maria shot up from her seat instantly. “What? No. I’m not leaving her like this, Jungkook. She needs me—”

“I said I’ll handle it,” Jungkook cut her off, tone brooking no argument. His eyes, sharp and unreadable, pinned her in place. “You’ll only make it worse if you stay.”

Maria’s lips parted, a protest on the tip of her tongue, but Jungkook’s stance—unyielding, commanding—made her falter. His jaw was tight, his hands curled into fists at his sides, and something about him warned that he wouldn’t back down.

“I’m not asking, Maria.” His voice dropped lower, dangerous. “Go.”

Her heart clenched painfully. She glanced toward the staircase where your room was, torn between wanting to fight for you and realizing Jungkook was immovable. Finally, with trembling hands, she picked up her bag. “Fine. But if anything happens to her—”

“It won’t.” His words came out like a promise, edged with steel.

Jimin followed her quietly, but just as he reached the door, he paused and turned back. His eyes held Jungkook’s, steady and calm in contrast to the storm raging in him.

“Don’t go so far protecting her,” Jimin said, voice deep and serious, “that you’re the one who ends up hurting her.”

The words hit like a strike, freezing Jungkook mid-breath.

Jimin gave him a last look, then left with Maria, the door closing softly behind them.

Silence swallowed the house again.

And Jungkook stood there, staring at nothing, his chest tight with Jimin’s warning echoing in his mind—because he knew he already had.

The house was too quiet. Every tick of the clock felt like it was drilling into Jungkook’s head. Hours passed, the sting of Jimin’s words still burning in his chest. Finally, when he couldn’t bear it anymore, he found himself standing outside your locked door.

He lifted his hand to knock, but it hovered midair for too long before he finally let it drop against the wood.

“YN…” His voice was low, softer than it had been all day. “Open the door.”

Silence.

He leaned his forehead against the door, eyes closing. “I know you’re awake. I can hear you moving.” His tone faltered, caught between command and plea. “You don’t have to say anything. Just… let me in.”

Still nothing.

He exhaled sharply, his fist clenching against the wood. For a moment, frustration flared in his chest—but then it cracked, giving way to something rawer. His voice lowered, almost breaking.

“I’m… not good at this,” he admitted, barely audible. “I don’t know how to protect you without breaking you. And I don’t know how to stop myself, because every time you’re hurting, I—” He swallowed, cutting himself off before the words slipped too far.

A heavy silence pressed back at him, and it tore him in two.

He let his palm rest flat against the door. “I just need you safe. Even if you hate me for it.”

For a long moment, the only sound was his unsteady breathing. Then, softer still:

“Please… just don’t shut me out completely.”

He stayed there a while, head bowed, waiting—hoping—though he didn’t know if you’d answer or leave him with the weight of his own words.

Jungkook hesitated before twisting the handle, half-expecting resistance. But the lock clicked open too easily. The door creaked, and what he saw froze him in place.

You weren’t in bed—you were curled up on the cold floor by the door itself, your head resting against the wall. Your cheeks were still streaked with dried tears, your lashes wet, your eyes swollen even in sleep.

Something inside him cracked at the sight. His jaw clenched, but his gaze softened instantly, raw worry breaking through all the hardness he’d worn all day.

“YN…” he whispered, crouching down. He reached out, brushing a strand of hair from your damp cheek with trembling fingers. You shifted slightly but didn’t wake.

For a moment, he just knelt there, staring, guilt twisting in his chest. I did this. I pushed her too hard. I made her cry herself to sleep on the damn floor.

Carefully, he slid one arm under your knees, the other around your back, lifting you with ease. You stirred faintly against him, head dropping against his shoulder, but you didn’t open your eyes.

Jungkook pressed his lips to your temple, almost without thinking. His voice was low, meant only for you.

“I’m sorry, … I’m so fucking sorry.”

He carried you to the bed, laying you down with a tenderness that contrasted the storm raging inside him. As he tucked the blanket over you, he lingered, crouching by the bedside, his fingers brushing over your hand.

His eyes burned, but he forced them shut.

“I’ll protect you… even if it kills me. But God—please don’t break like this again.”

He stayed there, watching you breathe, as if keeping vigil, unwilling to leave you alone in your sleep.

The Jeon mansion was quiet, the only sound the ticking of the old grandfather clock in the hall. Mrs. Jeon sat at the edge of the bed, worry written across her face, while Mr. Jeon loosened his tie with a long sigh.

“She’s not bad for Jungkook,” Mrs. Jeon whispered finally. “In fact… I think she’s good for him. She’s strong, she’s endured things most people can’t even imagine—and she can stand beside him, shoulder to shoulder, not behind him.”

Mr. Jeon exhaled, rubbing his forehead as if the weight of his thoughts pressed too heavily. “I know. I see it too. She’s not weak, she could be the one person who won’t crumble in his shadow. But…”

Mrs. Jeon frowned. “But what?”

He looked at her, eyes heavy. “But what’s the truth between them? Jungkook told us he loves her… yet, do you see it? Do you see that affection? That warmth? They live in separate rooms, for God’s sake. Does that sound like love to you?”

Her lips parted, but no words came.

“And when I asked her directly if she loves him,” he continued, his voice softer, sadder, “she didn’t answer. Not yes, not no. Just silence. And that silence worries me more than anything. Because if she doesn’t…” he paused, shoulders sagging, “I don’t want to see my only son break.”

Mrs. Jeon lowered her gaze.

“He’s never had a relationship before,” Mr. Jeon went on, tone heavy with both pride and fear. “Since he was young, he carried responsibilities too big for his shoulders. He grew up faster than he should’ve, became the man I’m proud of—but also the man who forgot what it’s like to be vulnerable. And now, suddenly, without warning, he marries. Without telling us. Without preparing himself. Do you understand what that means?”

Mrs. Jeon’s heart sank. “You think he’ll regret it?”

“No,” Mr. Jeon whispered, shaking his head slowly. “I think… if she doesn’t truly love him back, it’ll break him in ways even I can’t fix.”

Mrs. Jeon’s brows pulled together, her voice soft but firm. “You’re wrong, you know.”

Mr. Jeon looked at her, startled.

“She may not have answered you, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t care. Sometimes silence says more than words,” she said, her hand gently covering his. “I see the way she looks at him when he’s not watching—the way she flinches at his pain, the way her shoulders drop the second he walks into the room. That’s not nothing.”

He wanted to argue, but she didn’t give him the chance.

“And Jungkook—” she went on, her tone strengthening, “—you say you don’t see affection. But I see a man who holds her like she’ll disappear if he lets go. A man who never leaves her side, who softens only for her. Do you think that’s not love? Or that it isn’t growing into love, if it isn’t already?”

Mr. Jeon clenched his jaw, conflicted.

“Maybe they rushed, maybe they don’t know how to say it yet, maybe she’s scared to admit it,” Mrs. Jeon whispered, squeezing his hand tighter. “But love isn’t always loud. Sometimes it’s in the silence, in the way they breathe easier together, in the way he protects her without asking why, and she trusts him without knowing the reason.”

Mr. Jeon sighed, his chest heavy. “But if she never loves him…”

“Then she will,” Mrs. Jeon interrupted, her eyes glistening with certainty. “Feelings grow. Sometimes stronger than anyone can expect. If she truly didn’t care, she would have left. But she hasn’t. She’s still here. And that means something. More than you think.”

Mr. Jeon leaned back against the headboard, her words sinking into him. The clock ticked louder in the silence, his doubt wrestling with her conviction.

Next morning…

The dining table felt heavier than it should. Plates clinked quietly, spoons stirred, but not a word passed between anyone.

You sat stiffly, eyes fixed on your plate, mechanically chewing. Jungkook sat across from you, shoulders tense, his gaze flickering to you every few seconds—hoping, waiting—for you to look at him, for some sign. But you didn’t. Not once.

Mrs. Jeon tried to break the silence once or twice—“More rice, YN?” “Jungkook, eat slowly, son”—but both of you answered in the bare minimum, and the silence swallowed everything again.

After finishing, you stood abruptly. “I’ll be late for class,” you said flatly. No one missed how you grabbed your bag and keys without even glancing Jungkook’s way.

“I’ll drop you,” Jungkook said, almost instinctively.

You shook your head sharply. “No. I can go by myself.”

Before he could protest, you were already out the door.

The slam echoed through the mansion. Jungkook froze, chopsticks still in his hand, his chest tightening with guilt. He knew last night’s words, his harshness, his overprotectiveness—they had all pushed you further away.

Mrs. Jeon glanced at her son quietly, worry clouding her face. Jungkook dropped his chopsticks, rubbed his face with both hands, and muttered under his breath, “I messed it up… again.”

The college courtyard was buzzing as usual, but the moment you stepped in, the energy shifted. Eyes followed you, whispers sparked and spread like fire.

“Look at her walking like the queen.”

“Doesn’t she have any shame? Or maybe she’s too shameless.”

You caught fragments, a frown tugging at your lips. But you forced yourself to ignore, chin high, steps steady.

Behind you, Jungkook followed in his usual detached way—his tall frame making heads turn, but he didn’t spare the gossips a single glance. He never did.

And then it happened.

From the crowd emerged that girl—the one who lived for drama, the one who had always made it painfully obvious she liked Jungkook. She stopped right in front of you, arms folded, her smirk sharp as a blade.

“So, YN,” she drawled, loud enough for the crowd to hear, “don’t you have anything to say?”

You raised a brow, irritated. “What?”

“Oh, don’t play dumb.” She tilted her head mockingly, eyes glittering with fake innocence. “Everyone already knows. So why don’t you stop hiding it and just admit it?”

A pause. The crowd leaned in.

“Admit what?” you asked flatly.

The girl’s smirk widened. She practically sang the words:

“That you’re married.”

The courtyard froze.

A ripple of gasps, widened eyes, mutters breaking out everywhere.

You stood there, breath caught in your throat, pulse hammering. Jungkook—who had just stepped closer—halted mid-step, his expression hardening as though the ground had shifted beneath him.

Behind you, Maria and Taehyung arrived just in time, catching the tail end of it. Maria immediately stormed to your side.

“What do you mean?” Maria snapped, eyes flashing at the girl. “Where did you hear something like that?”

But the girl only smirked wider, savoring the attention. “Oh come on, don’t act surprised. The whole campus knows. Guess secrets don’t stay secrets for long, huh?”

Your stomach dropped. Your fingers went cold.

How the hell did they find out?

The question echoed in your mind, louder than the whispers surrounding you.

The courtyard was buzzing louder now, whispers turning into low roars. You were still frozen when suddenly—

That girl grabbed your wrist and yanked it up in the air for everyone to see.

“Look at this!” she practically shouted, her voice dripping with mockery. “She’s literally wearing a wedding ring. And she expects us to believe she’s not married?”

Your breath hitched as gasps rippled through the crowd. Dozens of eyes zeroed in on the ring gleaming under the sunlight, whispers turning venomous.

“Tch,” the girl sneered, her face twisting in judgment. “You’re too desperate to get married, huh? Couldn’t even wait until graduation? At least other girls have some dignity.”

Her words stabbed like knives. The murmurs turned sharper.

“Seriously?”

“So young and already throwing herself into marriage?”

“Pathetic.”

You tried pulling your hand back, but her grip only tightened, humiliating you further.

Before you could speak—before Maria could lunge—

A hand clamped down on the girl’s wrist.

Cold. Firm. Unmovable.

Everyone froze as Jungkook stood there, towering, his face unreadable but his eyes deadly sharp.

“Let. Go,” he said, his voice low, dangerous.

The girl faltered, her smirk faltering into a nervous twitch. “I-I was just—”

Jungkook leaned closer, voice slicing the air.

“You think you have the right to shame her? To touch her?”

The courtyard went silent. No one dared to move.

He tugged your wrist free and pulled your hand down gently, his grip protective but careful, like he was shielding you from the world. His jaw was clenched so tight you could see the muscle ticking.

“Next time,” he said, his voice icy, “keep your filthy hands to yourself. And your mouth too.”

The girl swallowed hard, suddenly pale. She stepped back, biting her lip but still trying to act brave under all the stares.

“But… everyone deserves to know the truth—”

“Truth?” Jungkook cut in, his glare silencing her instantly. “The only truth here is that she’s my wife. And anyone who has a problem with that can come to me, not her.”

Gasps echoed again, but this time, the weight of his words shut most of them up.

Your chest tightened. His public defense left you both trembling—half with humiliation, half with something you couldn’t name.

The girl’s voice shook, but she forced out a laugh, eyes darting between you and Jungkook.

“You’re… you’re joking, right? There’s no way this is true. No way you’d actually marry her.”

Jungkook’s jaw ticked, his eyes narrowing into something darker than fury. Slowly, deliberately, he slid his arm around your waist and pulled you flush against him. The boldness of it made your breath hitch, heat rushing to your cheeks.

He didn’t care. His focus was on the crowd. On her.

“Listen carefully,” Jungkook said, his voice steady, deep, cutting through the murmurs like a blade. “She is my wife. Not a rumor. Not a joke. My. Wife.”

The word hung heavy, echoing in the stunned silence.

Gasps and whispers broke out, louder this time, but not mocking—shocked. Shaken.

Jungkook’s eyes flicked over the students circling you, his arm tightening around you like a shield. “You want to whisper behind her back? Judge her? Shame her? Then grow a spine and face me instead.”

He stepped forward slightly, dragging you with him, his presence so suffocating the crowd instinctively stepped back.

“If you’ve got the guts,” Jungkook hissed, gaze locking back on the girl who started it, “then dare to hurt her. Lay a single finger on her. Say one more word against her. And you’ll face me.”

The girl froze, her smirk gone, replaced by a nervous gulp. “Y-You can’t be serious—”

“Do I look like I’m fucking joking?” Jungkook snapped, his voice a thunderclap.

The courtyard fell dead silent again. Not a whisper. Not a movement.

And then he did something no one expected—he tilted his head down, his lips brushing your temple in a firm, possessive kiss. The kind that screamed ownership, protection, and defiance all at once.

You froze, eyes wide, your heart slamming against your ribs. Around you, people gasped, the gossip dying in their throats.

Jungkook pulled back, eyes daring anyone to say another word. “Remember this,” he said coldly. “She’s mine. And no one—not one of you—gets to disrespect her.”

The girl stepped back, finally silenced, her face burning red with humiliation as Maria smirked from the side, clearly proud.

Jungkook didn’t wait for the whispers to restart. His hand stayed firmly wrapped around your waist, pulling you through the stunned crowd. No one dared step in your way, their heads lowered, silence swallowing the courtyard where chaos had been a second ago.

You could feel it—the burn of their stares, the weight of their shock. But more than that, you felt him. His grip never loosened. His arm was heavy, grounding, almost suffocating, but you didn’t pull away.

Your pulse was still racing, your temple tingling where he had kissed you. A kiss that wasn’t for you but for them—to shut the world up, to mark you as his. And yet… it left your chest tight, your thoughts messy.

The moment you stepped out of sight, the awkwardness settled thick between you and Jungkook. Neither of you spoke, both aware of the silence stretching thin. You wanted to ask him why he did that. You wanted to tell him how it made you feel. But your lips stayed sealed, afraid your voice would betray your confusion.

Still, his hand didn’t leave you. Even when he didn’t say a word, even when his jaw was tight with unreadable emotions, his hold on you stayed. Protective. Possessive. Unshakable.

On the other side of the courtyard, Taehyung stood frozen, his fists clenched so tight his knuckles turned white. He had seen it all—Jungkook dragging you close, claiming you, silencing the world for you.

But what made something inside him crack was that kiss. That single touch to your temple.

He had sworn to protect you. He had promised himself he would be your shield since that night years ago… and yet, every time, he failed. He couldn’t stop your pain. Couldn’t save you from the accident. Couldn’t stop the whispers today.

And then there was Jungkook—who didn’t miss a single chance. Who would throw himself into fire before letting you burn. Who, without hesitation, claimed you in front of everyone, daring the world itself to hurt you.

Taehyung’s throat went dry, a bitter ache clawing in his chest. He wanted to be the one shielding you like that. The one you leaned on. The one who silenced your fears.

Instead, he stood in the shadows, fists clenched, watching as another man did what he couldn’t.

The empty classroom door shut behind you with a dull thud. The silence inside was suffocating, only the faint echo of footsteps and your ragged breaths filling the space.

The second Jungkook let go of you, you spun around—your chest rising and falling with pent-up fury.

“Why did you do that?!” your voice broke the silence, sharp, trembling with more than just anger. “I could’ve handled it. I would’ve told them it was a rumor and made them shut up. But you—” you jabbed a finger at him, your hand shaking, “—you had to come in between! You had to tell them!”

Jungkook stood there, towering, his expression unreadable. His hands shoved deep in his pockets, his jaw tight.

“They were tearing you apart with their words,” he said lowly, voice calm but dangerous. “And you expect me to just stand there and watch?”

“I don’t need you to fight my battles for me!” you snapped back, your voice cracking under the weight of your emotions. “You don’t get it, Jungkook. Now everyone knows. Do you understand what you’ve done? You just made me a target for everyone out there!”

He finally snapped—his voice rising, raw and fierce.

“They were already targeting you! Don’t act like you didn’t hear those whispers. Do you think I’ll just let them touch you with their filthy words?” He stepped closer, eyes burning into yours. “I won’t. Not now. Not ever.”

Your heart pounded. His proximity, his intensity, the way his anger wasn’t just rage—it was fear, desperation. But you didn’t back down, tears brimming in your eyes.

“You think protecting me means making decisions for me?” your voice cracked. “You think claiming me like that makes it easier? You’re not protecting me, Jungkook—you’re chaining me. And I’m suffocating.”

The words hung between you, heavy, sharp, unhealed wounds turned into weapons.

Jungkook stared at you, his chest heaving, his eyes dark with something you couldn’t name. For a moment, he looked like he wanted to yell again. But then… his lips pressed into a thin line, his gaze dropping for the first time.

The silence was heavy, both your chests heaving from the storm of words. You were still glaring at him through tears when Jungkook suddenly stepped forward, his voice dropping—not softer, but steadier, carrying a weight that shook you.

“I know,” he said, eyes locked onto yours. “I know you can handle it. I know you can fight your own battles—you’ve been doing it your whole damn life. You’re too strong, Yn… maybe stronger than me.”

Your lips parted, stunned by the admission.

He exhaled shakily, his voice rough, almost breaking.

“But I won’t let you do it alone. Not anymore.” He clenched his fists at his sides, jaw tight as though he was holding back everything he truly wanted to say. “You’ve been carrying yourself alone for too long. Bleeding, fighting, suffering—and no one stood beside you.” His gaze hardened, fierce, desperate. “But I will. Even if you hate me for it. Even if you push me away a thousand times, I won’t let you fight alone.”

The words slammed into you like a tidal wave. He wasn’t just speaking with anger—he was bleeding truth, every syllable raw and trembling from someplace deep inside him.

You blinked, tears spilling over, because it was easier to be angry at his control than to face the terrifying sincerity in his voice.

“Why…” your voice came out small, breaking. “Why do you care so much?”

Jungkook’s throat bobbed, his eyes searching yours, but when his lips parted… no words came.

Only silence.

Only his ragged breathing.

Only the closeness between you, unbearable yet unshakable.

You stood there frozen, your chest still tight from his words when suddenly Jungkook’s tone shifted. He straightened a little, brushing a hand through his hair, covering the storm that had just slipped out of him.

“You should be asking…” his voice was quieter now, lower, “who told them about us?”

The word hung heavy in the empty classroom. Us.

Your breath hitched. He could’ve said you. Could’ve kept it distant, detached like he always did. But he didn’t. He’d put himself in it—tied himself to you without hesitation.

Your heart betrayed you, skipping painfully. “Us?” you repeated, your voice barely a whisper, eyes flicking to his.

For a split second, something flickered in his gaze—something he didn’t mean to show. Then he looked away, jaw flexing, as though he regretted slipping the word at all.

“Yes, us.” he said firmly this time, leaning back against the desk like he hadn’t just shaken your world. “Someone out there wants this to spread. Wants people to whisper, to tear you apart. That’s what you should be worried about.”

But you weren’t. Not about that.

All you could hear was the way he’d said us.

All you could feel was the warmth of it clinging to you like a mark you weren’t ready to admit you wanted.

The silence between you and Jungkook was thick, every second dragging like hours, when the door creaked open.

Maria peeked in, her eyes darting between the two of you. “Yn… are you okay?” she asked softly, concern lacing her voice.

You straightened instantly, masking the turmoil inside. “I’m fine,” you said quickly, too quickly. Without waiting for her reply, you grabbed your bag and brushed past them both, your footsteps echoing against the floor.

Maria watched you leave, her lips pressing into a thin line, then turned to Jungkook. For the first time all day, her expression softened—not worried, but proud. She gave him a small, approving smile.

“You did the right thing,” she said.

Jungkook’s jaw tightened, his gaze still fixed on the door you’d just left through. “I just did what I should’ve done,” he muttered, voice low but steady.

Maria tilted her head, studying him for a moment longer, almost as if she could see through the shield he always tried to keep. Then she only nodded, quietly satisfied, before slipping out after you.

Left alone in the empty classroom, Jungkook let out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding. His words replayed in his head. Us.

You sat down stiffly in your seat, your bag sliding off your shoulder with a dull thud. Beside you, Jungkook dropped into the chair like it was nothing, his posture calm, collected—as if the whole campus wasn’t buzzing around you like bees.

But you heard it. Every single whisper.

“See? I told you they’d end up together.”

“Weren’t they enemies before? Always fighting?”

“And now—married? What a joke.”

“Probably forced.”

“Or maybe she’s just desperate…”

Your jaw clenched so hard it hurt. Their words curled under your skin like thorns. You dug your nails into your palm, fists tightening against the desk, fighting the urge to spin around and scream at them to shut the hell up.

Jungkook noticed—of course he noticed. The way your shoulders shook with restraint, the way your lips pressed into a thin line. Without a word, his hand slid under the desk, brushing lightly against your clenched fist. Not holding, not forcing—just… there. A quiet anchor.

The whispers didn’t stop. If anything, they grew sharper, more daring. Your throat burned with unspoken words, the weight of their judgment pressing down.

Beside you, Jungkook’s gaze snapped up—cold and sharp, slicing straight through the crowd. One by one, the voices faltered, silence rippling across the room like a warning. No one dared to meet his eyes.

Still, your hand stayed fisted, your chest heaving. You were holding yourself back—barely.

The whispers didn’t stop—they multiplied. A girl giggled behind you, a boy muttered under his breath, and the words “desperate,” “fake,” “forced” kept circling like knives.

Your fist tightened so hard your nails dug into your skin. You were ready to snap—when suddenly, Jungkook leaned forward, his voice slicing through the air.

“Not. A. Word.”

The classroom fell silent, every head turning his way. His tone wasn’t loud, but it carried—danger wrapped in calm, authority that made spines straighten. He looked around the room slowly, his eyes narrowing.

“Whisper reckless things about her again—about us—and I swear I’ll make sure you regret it.” His jaw tightened, every syllable controlled, cold. “If you’ve got guts to talk, then say it in front of me. Don’t hide behind your pathetic gossip.”

The air turned heavy, the kind of silence that suffocated. No one dared to meet his eyes now. The girl who had started it all sank into her chair, her smirk gone.

Beside him, you stared at the desk, your chest rising and falling unevenly. The word us still echoed in your ears, louder than the silence that followed.

Jungkook leaned back in his chair casually, but his presence filled the whole room, daring anyone to speak. No one did.

The rest of the lecture dragged on in suffocating silence. No one dared to whisper again after Jungkook’s warning, but the tension remained like smoke that refused to clear.

You stared blankly at the board, pen unmoving in your hand. Words blurred into white noise—your mind wasn’t here, not with the professor, not with the class. It was still stuck in the courtyard, in the ring clutched by that girl’s hand, in the echo of Jungkook’s cold voice claiming us.

Maria leaned closer, her hand gently squeezing your wrist under the desk. “Don’t let them get in your head, Yn… you’re not alone,” she whispered softly. Her warmth felt like an anchor, but your heart still pounded.

Across you, Jungkook sat rigid, eyes fixed straight ahead but his fists clenched under the desk. The muscle in his jaw ticked, his shoulders tense as though he were still one word away from tearing into anyone who dared look at you wrong.

Jimin, sitting diagonally behind, noticed and leaned forward just enough to whisper to Jungkook, “Breathe, man. Don’t explode here—it’ll only make it worse.” His tone was calm but firm, the only person who dared to check Jungkook right now. Jungkook didn’t respond, but his knuckles loosened slightly on the desk, his chest rising deeper as if forcing himself to listen.

Meanwhile, Taehyung sat at the far end of the row, his eyes glued to you and Jungkook. Every small thing hit him like a blade—the way Jungkook’s presence alone silenced the class, the way Maria and Jimin were on your side, the way you didn’t flinch when Jungkook’s hand brushed yours to calm you earlier.

He swallowed hard, guilt weighing on him like chains. If I had protected her then… if I hadn’t failed, she wouldn’t need him like this. But another voice whispered cruelly in his head: And yet, even in the small things, he does what you couldn’t. Even in the small things, she lets him in where you can’t.

For the first time, Taehyung wasn’t just guilty. He was terrified of the consequences—the cracks already spreading from the truth he had revealed, the storm that was bound to come when everything else spilled out.

And in that classroom, surrounded by silence, four people sat in the middle of their own storms—each one burning differently.

The bell finally rang, releasing the suffocating air of the classroom. Students spilled out in groups, whispering in hushed voices but careful enough to avoid Jungkook’s sharp gaze.

You packed your things slowly, avoiding everyone’s eyes. Maria reached out, “Yn… let’s go together, hmm?” her voice careful, almost pleading.

But you shook your head, forcing a small, tired smile. “I… I want to be alone for a while.”

Jungkook, who had been standing near the door waiting for you, instantly frowned. “Alone? No. Not after today. You don’t know what—”

You cut him off gently, meeting his eyes. “Please. Just… give me this, Jungkook.”

For a long moment he just stood there, jaw tight, fists curling as if fighting himself. His instinct screamed to follow, to not let you out of his sight. But the storm in your eyes stopped him. You weren’t pushing him away in anger this time—you just needed space.

Finally, he exhaled sharply, stepping back. “Fine,” he muttered, voice low and tight. “But don’t take too long. Call me if anything happens.”

Maria touched your shoulder lightly, worry flickering in her eyes. She didn’t want to let you go either, but she could read your exhaustion. “call me when you reach home,” she whispered.

You nodded once, clutching your bag, and walked past them both.

Jungkook’s eyes followed every step, his chest heavy. Maria glanced at him knowingly—he was restraining himself more than anyone realized. He wanted to stop you, but he knew you needed to breathe without everyone watching.

Minutes later, the sound of your car pulling away echoed in the nearly empty campus parking lot. Jungkook stood frozen for a moment, then turned his back sharply, raking a hand through his hair in frustration.

He hated letting you go. But more than that, he hated that he couldn’t fix the storm inside you.

The city’s buzz faded as you pulled up near the Han River, parking the car a little away from the crowd. The soft ripple of water glimmered under the late afternoon sun, and a gentle breeze kissed your face as you stepped out.

You closed your eyes and inhaled deeply. But instead of calming you, the air felt heavy—thick with all the chaos in your chest.

Your hands clenched into fists. You hated it. You hated all of it.

The whispers at college. The looks. The lies. The fragments of your past that came like knives to your head.

And most of all—you hated him.

Jeon Jungkook.

Or at least, you told yourself you should.

The way he shielded you, claimed you, stood in front of everyone without hesitation. The way his presence burned like fire against your cold edges. It wasn’t supposed to matter. You were used to being strong—used to bleeding silently, to fighting every battle alone because no one ever stayed long enough to fight beside you.

But he… he didn’t let you.

He didn’t let you fight alone. He didn’t even let you breathe alone sometimes.

And that broke you in ways you didn’t understand.

Your eyes stung as you whispered to the water, your voice barely audible against the breeze.

“Why can’t I hate you?”

The question wasn’t meant for him, but for yourself. For the walls you had built all your life that were crumbling brick by brick under his relentless care.

You hugged yourself tightly, tears slipping despite your effort to swallow them down. Because it didn’t feel right. No one had ever looked at you the way he did. No one had ever cared without asking for something in return. And now, instead of feeling safe, it scared you.

It scared you because you didn’t know how to live with someone who refused to let you be alone in your pain.

Evening crept in slowly, the orange sky deepening into bruised purples. The Jeon mansion was unusually quiet, but Jungkook couldn’t sit still. He paced the living room, his jaw tight, hands clenching and unclenching at his sides.

You still hadn’t come home.

Every minute that passed pressed harder against his ribs, making it difficult to breathe. He had told himself earlier to respect your space, to give you time—but patience had never been his strength, not when it came to you.

Mrs. Jeon peeked from the kitchen, worry lacing her voice.

“Jungkook, where is she? It’s getting late.”

His throat bobbed as he swallowed hard, trying not to show the storm clawing inside him.

“She said she wanted to be alone. I…” He exhaled sharply, fingers dragging through his hair. “…I thought she just needed some time, but—”

He cut himself off, anger flickering in his dark eyes—anger at himself for letting you go, anger at you for disappearing, and anger at the world for being so cruel to you.

Taehyung, who hadn't gone to his home but come with him finally muttered,

“If you know her even a little, you should know she won’t come back until she’s completely drained herself.”

Jungkook’s head snapped toward him, eyes narrowing.

“And you think I should just wait? Sit here like a fucking fool while she’s out there—”

He stopped, chest heaving. For a second, silence crushed the room. Then he pulled out his phone with shaky hands.

“Ten more minutes,” he muttered, half to himself. “If she’s not back by then, I’ll find her myself. I don’t care if I have to turn this entire city upside down—I’ll bring her back.”

His thumb hovered over your contact, but his hand trembled. He wanted to call, to demand where you were, but another part of him wanted to beg.

Because not knowing where you were—it was killing him.

The evening air at Han River grew heavier, colder, as you sat staring blankly at the water. The world looked blurred—like the edges of reality were slipping away. You had come here to breathe, to calm the storm inside you. But instead…

You forced yourself back into your past.

Remember. You clenched your fists so tightly your nails dug into your palms. You have to remember. You can’t just live in fragments forever.

Faces… voices… screams. The pressure in your skull began to build, throbbing like a drum. Your breath grew sharp, uneven. And then—your chest clenched as a voice from the deepest corner of your memory ripped through:

M-Mama… please… wake up…

Your heart stopped. Your hands shook violently as you stumbled back to your car, tears spilling hot and unstoppable. You gripped the steering wheel, but your vision swam. Still, you turned the key, slammed the pedal.

The car roared forward.

You sped through the streets blindly, every corner of your mind unraveling, the voices screaming louder—accusing, haunting, begging. Your breath hitched, your body trembling violently. The speedometer climbed.

You knew you were scared. You always hated driving fast. But right now, fear didn’t matter. You just wanted to escape the memories clawing at you.

But then—

Your vision flickered black.

For a heartbeat, you closed your eyes—your chest constricting as the memory replayed of your mother’s body, her stillness.

When you snapped your eyes open again—headlights blinded you. A car was rushing head-on into yours.

Your scream tore from your throat as you jerked the wheel, tires screeching against the asphalt. The car spun, swerved hard, your body thrown against the seat belt. Finally—with a loud, aching screech—you managed to drag the car to the side of the road.

You stumbled out, legs buckling under you. The night air hit your face like a slap. But it wasn’t enough.

You bent over and threw up violently onto the pavement. Tears streamed down as your body convulsed, every nerve trembling. Your head pounded with unbearable pain, your breaths coming out in desperate, uneven gasps.

You had pushed yourself too far. Too much.

Wiping your mouth with a shaking hand, you dragged yourself back into the car. This time, your grip on the steering wheel was weak, your speed cautious. The storm inside you hadn’t calmed—it had drained you until nothing was left but pain.

When the Jeon mansion finally came into view, relief and dread both hit you. Somehow, you managed to park, though your hands trembled so badly you nearly missed the brake.

You pushed open the door and stepped out. Your knees almost gave way. Every step to the entrance was unsteady, stumbling, your entire body trembling like a fragile leaf in the wind.

Inside, Jungkook had been pacing like a caged predator, checking his phone every second, staring at the door as though sheer willpower could drag you back.

The moment the door opened and you appeared—his entire world stopped.

“...Yn?” His voice broke.

His eyes widened, shock flooding his expression as he took in your state—your trembling legs, your pale skin, your swollen tear-streaked face. And then his heart plummeted when he noticed your hands shaking uncontrollably, the uneven breaths tearing through your chest.

You barely looked at him as you stumbled another step.

“Yn—!”

In an instant, Jungkook was there, catching you before you could fall. His arms wrapped around you firmly, his chest tightening as he felt how violently you were shaking. His heartbeat roared in his ears, equal parts terror and fury.

“What the fuck happened to you?!” His voice cracked, equal parts worry and rage. “Where the hell were you?! Why the hell did you do this to yourself?!”

You tried to speak but only a sob came out, your body going limp against him.

And in that moment, as his hold on you tightened, Jungkook realized—he had never been so scared in his life.

Your knees gave out completely, and before you could whisper even a single word, the world went black.

“Yn—?! YN!!” Jungkook’s voice cracked, filled with horror as your body went limp in his arms.

For one terrifying second, his chest seized—because you weren’t moving. You weren’t responding. His heart felt like it was being ripped apart.

“NO, no, no—fuck, don’t close your eyes.” His hands shook as he adjusted his grip, clutching you tightly against him. He could feel how frighteningly cold your skin was, how uneven your shallow breaths came. Panic surged through him like fire.

Without a second thought, Jungkook scooped you up bridal style and bolted up the stairs, his footsteps echoing like thunder through the Jeon mansion.

Mrs. Jeon and Sera, who had been in the living room, rushed out at the commotion. The moment their eyes landed on you unconscious in Jungkook’s arms, both women gasped—Sera covering her mouth in shock, Mrs. Jeon paling instantly.

“What happened to her?!” Mrs. Jeon cried, running behind Jungkook as he stormed up the stairs.

“She fainted—she’s not—fuck—she’s not waking up, Mom!!” Jungkook snapped, his voice breaking, because he couldn’t bear to say what if.

He kicked open his bedroom door and gently—yet trembling—laid you down on his bed, brushing the strands of hair sticking to your damp, tear-streaked face. His breaths came uneven, his entire body shaking with fear.

“Jin-hyung! Hurry up, please!” His voice cracked again as he grabbed his phone with one hand, dialing Jin in a frenzy, the other hand never leaving your cold fingers.

Within 15 minutes, footsteps echoed—Jin arrived in a rush, medical kit in hand. He froze for a moment seeing you unconscious, Jungkook kneeling beside you with tears welling in his eyes, his jaw clenched so hard it looked like he might shatter it.

“Jungkook, move aside—I need space to check her.”

“No—” Jungkook growled low, gripping your hand tighter. His voice was raw. “Don’t you dare tell me to let go of her hand. I—I can’t.” His gaze flicked to Jin, desperate, pleading. “Just… just save her, hyung. Please.”

Mrs. Jeon entered, covering her mouth as tears brimmed in her eyes. Sera stood frozen at the door, her heart pounding at the sight of her strong, untouchable cousin now completely broken, his whole soul hanging on your fragile body breathing on that bed.

Jin quickly placed his stethoscope on your chest, his brows furrowed deeper with every second. He checked your pulse—too fast. Your skin—burning hot and clammy at the same time. You trembled violently even in unconsciousness, your body fighting against itself.

“Damn it,” Jin muttered, immediately prepping an injection. He carefully slid it into your arm, pushing the medicine in while Jungkook knelt at your side, holding your cold hand against his forehead as if by sheer force he could keep you tethered to him.

After stabilizing you a little, Jin finally exhaled and turned to Jungkook, his face grim.

“She has a dangerously high fever. Her pulse rate is unstable, and the tremors… Jungkook, she’s exhausted—mentally and physically. I told you this before.”

Jungkook’s eyes snapped up to him, wide and desperate. “What happened to her? Why is she like this?”

Jin closed the kit with a heavy sigh.

“She’s pushing herself too hard. Forcing her brain, digging into her past, drowning herself in stress. You can see it in her—her body can’t take it anymore, Jungkook. This collapse was inevitable if she kept going like this.”

Jungkook’s throat tightened. His grip on your hand turned white-knuckled. His voice was low, trembling, but full of guilt.

“I told her not to… I told her not to stress. Not to hurt herself like this…”

Jin’s gaze softened, but his tone stayed firm.

“And yet, she did. Because that’s who she is—stubborn, unrelenting. But Jungkook, listen to me—if this continues, it won’t just be fainting spells or fever. She’s risking something far worse. You’ve got to make sure she stops pushing herself like this.”

He stood and placed a hand on Jungkook’s shoulder.

“I’ll give you her medicines. Make sure she takes them, on time. Keep her hydrated, don’t let her strain herself, and for God’s sake, don’t let her fight this battle alone anymore.”

Jungkook’s jaw clenched, his eyes dark as he looked at your pale, trembling form. His thumb brushed over your knuckles gently, his voice barely above a whisper.

“I won’t. Not anymore. Even if she hates me for it… I won’t let her break herself like this.”

Jin nodded, quietly packing his things, though his heart twisted at the sight—Jungkook, the mafia leader, the untouchable man who feared no blood or war, now breaking apart over a fragile girl burning up in fever.

To be continued...

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