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CHAPTER 20

Later that day, the compound wasn’t its usual blur of gunmetal energy and harsh training drills. Everything seemed softer… quieter.

The air between them had shifted.

YN stepped into the kitchen just as Jin was packing up leftovers from lunch.

He didn’t greet her with teasing this time. No “About time, Ice Queen” or “Did the lioness wake up?”

He just looked at her.

And handed her a plate.

“Warm it up. Eat slow.”

No questions. No pity. Just care—the kind she never knew she needed.

She hesitated. Then sat on the high stool quietly. Eating slowly. And Jin stayed. He washed dishes and talked about random things—Annie’s drawings, Taehyung losing a bet to Jimin, Yoongi burning his shirt with a stray spark.

It wasn’t about what was said.

It was about being seen. Without being asked to perform.

Later, Jimin found her staring at the wall of weapons, arms crossed, lips tight like she was holding something back.

“You know,” he said from behind her, “it’s okay if you still want to punch something.”

She didn’t answer.

He walked closer, stood beside her but didn’t look at her directly.

“My mom used to say when you hold in too much, it either rots you from the inside... or explodes.”

YN’s jaw clenched.

“I’m not exploding,” she muttered.

“I know.” He smiled, eyes soft. “But maybe it wouldn’t hurt if you leaned on someone before it ever gets to that.”

She glanced at him then. His voice held no pressure. No intrusion.

Just truth.

He offered her a hand. Not to shake. Not for show.

But a silent gesture of ‘I got you.’

She didn’t take it. Not yet.

But she didn’t walk away either.

And then came nightfall. The rain had returned in a soft drizzle, tapping the glass.

YN stood at the end of the hallway, forehead resting against the cool wall. Eyes distant.

She heard footsteps.

Didn’t turn.

Didn’t need to.

“Your room’s heater acting up again?” Jungkook asked, voice low.

She nodded.

“I’ll fix it,” he said simply.

No joke. No smirk. No leader’s cold demeanor.

He turned to walk away but paused. Then added, barely above a whisper:

“…You don’t have to be alone. Not anymore.”

She looked over her shoulder.

And for once, her stare wasn’t defensive. Wasn’t calculating.

It was just… soft.

And something in Jungkook’s chest clenched.

That unreadable, ruthless girl who once stood before him with a gun pointed at his chest—now looked like someone fighting her own heart not to trust too fast.

But it was there. Trust.

Faint… fragile… but real.

That day didn’t change everything.

But it changed enough.

Enough for Jin to pack extra food without asking.

Enough for Jimin to start offering coffee when she trained late.

Enough for Jungkook to knock before entering her space—not as a leader, but as someone who gave a damn.

And for the first time...

YN let them.

Even if just a little.

It was a quiet evening.

The training was done. The night wasn’t rainy, but cool. A lazy fan spun above them as the group gathered in the lounge—some sipping tea, others stretched across couches, and Annie drawing on the floor.

YN sat cross-legged, quietly watching the warmth they shared.

Something in her stirred.

She wasn’t sure why she said it, but the words left her mouth before her brain could stop them.

“You all knew about me. What I went through. What I lost. How I ended up here…”

The air tensed just slightly.

Eyes turned toward her.

Her voice didn’t crack, didn’t soften. But there was something different in the way she spoke—not cold, just… careful.

“What about you all?” she asked, eyes slowly scanning each of them. “How did you end up being part of a mafia?”

A heavy pause.

Then Taehyung—always the wild, chaotic soul—shrugged lightly.

“My dad was one of the biggest black market traffickers in the South. I never saw him until I was ten. When I finally did, it was because he traded me for drugs.”

His voice stayed light, but his eyes… weren’t.

“Jungkook found me before I bled out from the beating I took. Took me in. Taught me how to fight back.”

YN’s gaze hardened slightly, but not in judgment. In understanding.

“I didn’t grow up in violence,” Jimin said, his usual smile nowhere in sight.

“I was a dancer. Light on my feet. My dad owed the wrong people. When he couldn’t pay, they came for me instead.”

He rubbed the back of his neck. “Let’s just say… I didn’t leave that basement the same person I entered as.”

Jin sighed. He leaned back against the couch, gaze distant.

“My family was rich. Clean. ‘Perfect.’ I was the one stain. The son they wanted to hide because I asked too many questions… saw too much.”

He gave a humorless smile. “So I left before they could bury me.”

Suga didn’t speak right away. Just drummed his fingers against his thigh.

“Gang wars took my brother.”

“He was the golden one. I was just… his shadow.”

“I joined a gang to survive. Never expected I’d lead one of the bloodiest street crews in Busan. But Jungkook gave me something else—purpose.”

Namjoon sighed. He folded his arms.

“My parents were diplomats. I was supposed to be someone else.”

“But I got into a fight protecting someone I loved. That person turned their back on me. I burned every bridge that night. And I found another world.”

“This one.”

Then silence.

Everyone glanced at the last one—Jungkook.

He didn’t answer right away.

His head was down, hands steepled. Voice low.

“I was born into it.”

“My father ran half the syndicates you all now call enemies. My mother was murdered in front of me for refusing to give me up as a weapon.”

“I was trained to kill before I learned to love.”

He glanced at YN.

“I didn’t know what I was doing. Until I found people worth fighting for. Not power. People.”

Silence again.

A different kind.

Not heavy. Not sad.

Just true.

Then YN spoke.

Quiet. But sure.

“We’re all broken in different ways… aren’t we?”

Jimin gave her a half-smile.

Taehyung nodded softly.

Jin raised his tea.

Namjoon whispered, “We are. But somehow, we fit.”

And for the first time, YN didn’t feel like a guest among warriors.

She felt like one of them.

The lounge was mostly empty now.

After sharing their pasts, one by one the boys left, giving her quiet smiles and soft nods as they headed to their rooms — leaving behind only the dim light of a single lamp, and the sound of rain tapping lightly against the window.

YN sat still, her arms resting on her knees, the warmth of their stories still lingering in the space.

Her eyes drifted toward the hallway Jungkook disappeared into.

"Every one of them had someone they met at their worst… and that someone was him."

Taehyung. Jimin. Jin. Namjoon. Suga.

Each story. Each survival. Each scar.

And at the center of it all — Jeon Jungkook.

The man who never spoke much about himself. Who kept everyone alive. Who bled for others without asking anything in return.

And now… her.

She clenched her hands, pressing her knuckles into her knees.

“I don’t owe him anything,” she whispered to herself.

But the words didn’t feel honest.

Because the truth was…

He had done more for her than anyone else in her life ever did.

He taught her to survive.

He pulled her out of that darkness.

He shielded her eyes when she shouldn’t have seen.

He let her fight him when she needed to release her rage.

He didn’t force her to break — he let her burn through her own pain.

“And I never even asked him to.”

A bitter smile tugged at her lips.

Why?

Why does he do that?

He didn't treat her like a fragile girl.

He didn't coddle her.

He made her stronger.

He stood with her even when she pushed him away.

And he never once asked for gratitude.

"What kind of man… helps you fight your demons when he hasn’t even finished fighting his own?"

The thought struck something deep in her chest.

And for the first time in years…

She felt the sting of tears not born from pain, but from confusion. From something else.

From realization.

From the heavy weight of seeing someone — really seeing them — and knowing they’ve seen you all along.

“Jungkook…” she whispered, as if saying his name might steady her storming thoughts.

But it didn’t.

It made them worse.

That name alone was enough to light chaos in her veins.

She got up, barefoot, in her oversized hoodie, hair loosely tied — not bothering to look at herself in the mirror.

Her feet moved on instinct.

And they led her to the training room.

The light was dim inside.

She pushed the door open slowly.

And then she saw him.

Jungkook.

Shirtless.

Sweat dripping down his sculpted back, his knuckles raw and bleeding as he punched the heavy bag over and over again.

His jaw clenched.

His breath rough.

His demons — loud and consuming.

She froze at the door.

But maybe he sensed her.

Maybe her presence was enough.

Because his punches slowed.

And then he turned. His eyes locked onto hers.

Silence.

Thick and raw.

He didn’t speak.

Neither did she.

He just stood there, chest rising and falling, his brows slightly furrowed like her presence made it harder to breathe — or maybe easier. He didn’t know anymore.

She stepped closer.

And closer.

Until she was standing right in front of him.

Her eyes flicked to his bloodied hands.

“You should stop doing that to yourself,” she murmured.

He didn’t reply — just tilted his head slightly.

“You didn’t sleep,” he said instead.

She gave a small shrug. “Neither did you.”

The weight of unspoken emotions sat between them.

Then he said it — voice low, almost like a confession.

“I don’t know how to watch you go through this and not step in.”

She looked up, startled by the raw honesty in his voice.

“Why?” she asked softly. “Why do you care so much?”

His jaw twitched.

“Because…”

He stopped himself.

“Because you make it hard not to.”

Her breath hitched.

And then —

Silence.

Until her hand moved slowly, gently brushing over his bruised knuckles.

A soft touch.

He sucked in a breath.

“You’re bleeding,” she whispered.

“So are you,” he said quietly, his eyes flicking down to her soul — not her body.

She swallowed hard.

The space between them was small.

Too small.

Yet not close enough.

Then, without thinking, she stepped forward — her forehead lightly touching his chest.

Not a hug.

Not a confession.

Just… surrender.

His hand hovered in the air — hesitant — before settling carefully on the back of her head.

Their breathing aligned.

His other hand wrapped gently around her wrist.

No force.

Just grounding.

He didn’t say “you’re safe.”

He didn’t have to.

She already knew.

“Stay?” she whispered.

He closed his eyes for a second.

“I was never going to leave,” he replied.

The Next Morning

She wakes up on the couch in the lounge, wrapped in a blanket, head resting against Jungkook’s shoulder.

Jin is cooking in the kitchen.

Taehyung and Jimin are arguing over cereal.

Annie crawls into her lap with a sleepy smile.

And for the first time…

She smiles back.

Her heart lighter.

The chaos quieter.

And somewhere inside her — without saying it — she finally admits it:

“This is starting to feel like home.”

To be continued...

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