The rain came down hardâsheets against the windows, the echo of thunder rolling across the sky like a warning.
YN sat on the edge of her bed, curled in her oversized hoodie, legs pulled up, fists clenched. The lights were dim, her room barely illuminated by the soft glow of the lamp in the corner. Her eyes were locked on the glass, rain streaking down like tear trails.
Another rainy night.
The kind she hated.
The kind that ripped open her chest with panic she could never tame.
The night it all happened. Her parents. Blood. Screams.
She could already feel her breath shorten.
And just when she thought sheâd have to suffer through it alone againâagainâ
a knock echoed.
knock knock.
She froze.
Slowly, she stood up, hesitant fingers reaching the door. Her heart beat a little faster.
When she opened itâ
There stood Jin, holding a tray with steaming ramen bowls in his hands.
And right behind himâHobi, grinning with two takeaway cups of coffee.
Taehyung and Jimin, already bickering.
Yoongi, arms crossed but eyes softer than usual.
Namjoon, calm and observant.
And thenâJungkook at the back. Silent. Watching her.
Jin was the first to speak, âWeâre not leaving you alone tonight.â
His smile was warm, not forced. Not pitiful. Just... reassuring.
âNot again,â he added quietly.
Hobi stepped forward. âWe come bearing caffeine and noodles. Two things that solve at least half of lifeâs problems.â He winked.
YN opened her mouth to say somethingâbut the words didnât come.
Not denial. Not acceptance. Just... nothing.
But she stepped aside.
She let them in.
That was enough.
Jin instantly made himself at home, setting the tray on the bed. âNo way Iâm letting you suffer with that canned soup you pretend to like.â
Jimin jumped on the opposite side of the bed dramatically. âYou hear that? Worldwide Handsome just called you out.â
Taehyung snorted. âPlease, heâs just trying to distract from the fact that he canât cook without burning rice.â
âI burned it once!â Jin shouted.
âTwice,â Yoongi corrected from the chair in the corner, taking off his jacket and tossing it over the back. âAnd you made Namjoon eat it.â
Namjoon gave a half-smile. âStill recovering.â
YN stood frozen for a moment as they all... just existed. Loud. Annoying. Familiar.
The kind of noise that wouldâve irritated her beforeâbut now, it filled something in the silence that haunted her.
Taehyung leaned over, stealing a sip from Hobiâs coffee and yelped. âHyung, what did you put in this?! Battery acid?!â
âItâs espresso, genius,â Hobi laughed.
Jungkook didnât say much.
He was standing near the bookshelf, arms crossed, his eyes flickering to her from time to time. Not pushing. Just... making sure.
Then came a voice beside her.
âYou okay?â It was Namjoon, quiet. He offered her a seat and when she sat, he didnât press further. Just passed her the coffee Hobi brought.
âWe donât know what to say,â Jin finally said. âBut we want you to know⌠that weâre here.â
âYou donât have to talk,â Yoongi added. âJust... donât suffer alone. Not anymore.â
They didnât say the word trauma. They didnât tiptoe.
They made space.
When Jimin started showing her horrible meme drawings, and Taehyung tried to impersonate Jinâs cooking show voice, something tugged at her lips.
A ghost of a smile.
âIs this some sort of group intervention?â she muttered dryly.
Jin gave her a wide-eyed look. âShe speaks!â
Taehyung threw a pillow in the air dramatically. âI saw that! She almost smiled!â
âShe did smile!â Jimin gasped. âMark the calendar!â
They erupted into fake cheering.
She rolled her eyes. But it wasnât angry. It was something else.
Warmth.
She didnât laugh. Not yet. But the panic? The tightening in her chest? It loosened.
Bit by bit.
They didnât leave after dinner.
Jungkook stayed near the window, watching the storm in silence, glancing at her every so often.
Yoongi was already asleep on the chair.
Jin and Hobi lay on the rug arguing about ramen ingredients.
Jimin and Tae whispered jokes under the blanket like kids at a sleepover.
And YN sat on the bed, cup in hand, staring out the windowârain still falling.
But for the first time...
The rain didnât sound like screams.
The night didnât feel suffocating.
She wasnât alone.
Annieâs words from before rang in her ears:
âThey love you, Yniiee. Theyâll never hurt you.â
Maybe this was what family felt like.
Not the one youâre born into.
The one you bleed with.
She glanced toward Jungkook.
He didnât say a word.
But she didnât need him to.
The others had slowly dozed off one by one, scattered like lazy cats across her room. Jin snored softly on the rug, half-covered by a blanket Hobi had thrown over him. Jimin and Taehyung were curled up near the window with empty coffee cups beside them. Yoongi hadnât even bothered with a pillowâhis head tilted back in the chair, arms crossed, peaceful for once.
The rain still whispered against the windows, softer now. A lullaby.
YN sat in silence, her back resting against the wall. Eyes half-lidded. Calm, but not asleep. Sheâd never imagined she'd feel this much⌠peace after a storm.
And then she felt it.
A presence.
Quiet. Familiar.
Jungkook.
He sat beside her without a word, his back also pressed to the wall, just enough space between them to not overwhelm herâbut close enough that she felt his warmth.
They sat in the hush, listening to the rhythmic drops of water, the low breathing of sleeping boys, the hum of a world far removed from war and bloodâfor tonight at least.
Jungkook didnât speak at first. But then, with a voice softer than sheâd ever heard from him, he said,
âYou handled it better than I ever could.â
She turned to look at him, brows gently furrowed.
âThe storm,â he added, nodding toward the window. âEverything. All of it.â
Her lips parted slightly. âI didnât really âhandleâ it,â she whispered. âI just... survived it.â
He glanced at her sideways. âThatâs what handling it means sometimes.â
A silence passed. A calm one.
Then she asked, âWhy didnât you leave? With the others?â
He looked away for a second, jaw clenching slightly.
âBecause I knew this night might still get hard. And I didnât want you to go through it alone.â
A beat.
âAgain.â
Her breath caught for a second.
He turned his face to her, eyes meeting hers. There wasnât the usual fire. No command. No cold mask.
Just something raw. Human.
âIâm not good at this, YN,â he admitted. âI can fight. I can kill. I can lead. But⌠when it comes to people like youâwhoâve seen the worst and still stand? I donât know if Iâm supposed to protect you or let you burn everything in your path.â
She blinked at him. Slowly.
âSo Iâm doing the only thing I know how to do,â he said with a breathless laugh. âIâm staying.â
Silence again.
But her throat tightened.
Not because of painâbut because something warm started to build behind her ribs. A kind of grief she didnât know sheâd buried. A kind of longing for someone to just stay.
She looked down at her hands in her lap.
âI donât know how to let people in,â she murmured. âEven when I want to.â
âThatâs okay,â he replied gently. âIâll wait at the door.â
Her eyes snapped to his. His face was calm. Serious.
It wasnât romantic.
It wasnât pity.
It was real.
And in that moment, without asking, without touchingâhe gave her something she hadnât had in years.
Safety.
She nodded slowly. Her voice was barely a breath.
ââŚThank you.â
Jungkook looked away, lips twitching into the smallest smile.
âNow go to sleep before Taehyung starts snoring like a dying bear.â
She laughed. A quiet, breathy laughâbut it was real.
He didnât move. Neither did she.
They stayed like thatâside by side, listening to the rain, watching the first cracks of dawn appear on the horizon.
Several days after the rainy night
The days bled into each other with a rhythm that was almost military. Wake. Train. Test. Eat. Mission. Repeat.
But beneath the mechanical routine, something had shiftedâespecially in her.
YN wasnât the girl who used to freeze at every nightmare.
She wasnât the woman who clenched her fists just to keep herself from crumbling.
Nowâshe thought before she moved.
She read rooms. Anticipated body language. Not just brute strength anymoreâher mind had become a blade, and Jungkook noticed it.
"You're early," Namjoon said one morning, watching her enter the strategy room before sunrise.
âSo is the next ambush weâre simulating,â she replied, eyes sharp, already scanning the map.
He smirked. âDidnât take you for a morning person.â
âDidnât take you for someone who underestimates me,â she countered, smirking back.
Every training session, every puzzle, every missionâshe completed most of them with precision.
She failed some, but never repeated her mistakes.
Yoongi, the quiet observer, began to test her reflexes mid-conversation.
Taehyung threw unexpected logic bombs in the middle of drills.
Jin pushed her endurance, even jokingly timed her coffee breaks.
J-Hope made her decode encrypted files under stressâlike blaring music or fake explosions.
Namjoon taught her the power of silence: how to sense when a trap was more than just a bomb.
And Jungkookâhe said little.
But he watched everything.
The way her shoulders no longer trembled.
How she handled her weapons.
How her gaze didnât flinchânot even under pressure.
One night, he called her to the strategy hall.
âYouâve become something else,â he said, walking around the desk slowly.
âNot just dangerous⌠but unpredictable. Thatâs rare.â
She met his eyes steadily. âYou think Iâm ready for anything?â
He paused.
Then slowly nodded.
âI think youâre becoming the kind of person others need to prepare for.â
That⌠meant more than a medal.
Missions came and went.
Quick hits. Silent takedowns. A few scouting jobs.
One intel-retrieval where she had to dress like a civilian and manipulate the target. She passedâbarely.
And when they got back to base, Jungkook didnât praise her.
He handed her a mirror.
âYou did well,â he said. âBut your eyes gave too much away.â
She studied herself, then gave a small, crooked smile.
âThen Iâll make sure they lie next time.
Everything seemed steady.
Almost too steady.
But thatâs when the tension began to ripple againâbecause Kura hadnât left.
And soon, something darker was coming from the Wolf Syndicate⌠a storm building that not even the Black Serpent could see yet.
Black Serpent Gym â YNâs Room
Time: Late morning
The metallic clang of dumbbells echoed through the gym.
Sweat coated YNâs back as she finished another set, her body stronger, sharper than ever.
But thenâ
A sharp pinch twisted in her lower abdomen.
She paused.
Another jolt.
> Ignore it, she told herself.
She bent to lift againâ
and thatâs when she felt it.
The unmistakable warmth, the wetness that made her freeze.
Her fingers slowly reached down the side of her thigh. She touched something.
Her breath caught.
No words.
No thought.
Just instinctâ
she dropped the dumbbells and walked out fast, without looking back.
âWhat the hell?â Taehyung asked, blinking as he watched her walk out stiffly.
âShe didnât even finish her set,â Jimin added.
âSomethingâs off,â said Namjoon, concerned.
They waited.
Five minutes. Ten. Twenty.
But she didnât return.
Inside YNâs room:
She shut the door with a trembling hand and leaned her forehead against it.
Her breaths were uneven now.
The cramps had grown worse, spreading down her thighs and up her back.
âFuck,â she muttered under her breath.
Stripping out of her workout clothes, she stepped into the shower, letting the warm water soothe her cramping muscles.
She stood there, motionless, arms resting against the wall, forehead lowered as the pain throbbed.
When she came out, wrapped in a towel, her feet dragged with exhaustion.
She reached into her drawer.
Empty.
No pads. No tampons. Nothing.
âOf course,â she hissed under her breath, dropping back against the bed.
Her body ached like sheâd been beaten.
Her jaw clenched. This wasnât the type of pain she could train through.
She hated this.
She hated needing something.
Hated the idea of asking for helpâespecially for this.
But she also knew there was no way she could go out like this and pretend nothing was wrong.
Meanwhile, outside her room...
Jin was already halfway down the hall, holding a water bottle and an energy bar.
âSheâs been gone too long,â he murmured.
âLet me check,â J-Hope said, knocking on her door.
No response.
Taehyung, growing impatient, looked at Jungkook.
âYouâre closest to her. You go.â
Jungkook didnât answer, but the second knock from Hoseok went unanswered again, he stepped forward.
To be continued...

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